birds of a feather
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Thread Topic: birds of a feather
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"Just- n-nerves, I suppose," Connor muttered, unclenching his fists. He took a few deep breaths, calming down a little. "I have really bad anxiety, and it just- Gets to me sometimes, y'know?"
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“Ah, gotcha,” Evan nodded, glancing at Connor’s hands. “It’s that what happened at the game yesterday?”
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"Yeah," Connor replied, rubbing his palms against his jeans. "I just- start thinking, then overthinking, then- Well, I either explode or crumple. No in-between."
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“Huh,” Evan thought. “That makes sense. Can- Can I help?”
(gtg, gn!!) -
(gn! :))
"I mean, there's not much you, or anyone, can do," Connor mumbled, leaning against Evan's side. "I take meds and I see a therapist, but- I don't know, it feels like- like it doesn't help..." -
(after this one, i mean lmao)
“Well, like, right now, how bout?” Evan asked quietly, giggling. -
(i actually hate how i worded that so im changing it lol)
“Well, how could I help you, like right now?” Evan asked, raising an eyebrow. -
imsoclueless Senior(lmaoo you're so real for that xD)
"A-A hug might help," Connor said quietly, sitting up and shifting slightly to face Evan. -
“Uh,” Evan paused, mentally slapping himself to get over it. “Yeah, c’mere,” He said, holding his arms out.
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imsoclueless SeniorConnor chuckled softly, leaning closer and hugging onto Evan. He wrapped his arms gently around his waist, gripping onto his shirt for a moment. "I'm sorry you had to see, all that," he muttered, closing his eyes for a moment, "and sorry for, y'know, ruining out make-out sesh." He opened his mouth like he was going to keep talking, but shut himself up. No, stop- You're just gonna burden him even more if you keep talking, so shut the f--- up...
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“Oh, please,” Evan said softly, moving a hand to play with Connor’s hair. “We’ll have plenty of time to make out in the further, don’t worry about it.”
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Connor chuckled, resting his head on Evan's shoulder. "I'm also sorry for basically love-bombing you- I mean, I'm not- I'm not sorry for how I feel, because I do really, really like you, but- I never meant to make you uncomfortable," he spoke quietly. "I just- For a guy who overthinks every single thing he does, I sure never stop and think before speaking." He chuckled awkwardly before burying his face in Evan's neck.
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Evan blushed a little, stopping himself from shrugging as to not disturb Conner. “It’s okay. I just think… we’re kind of opposites when it comes to this stuff. Like, you just wanna say what you feel, but I don’t even know how I feel half the time, and even if I do I’m too scared to say it, y’know? But like, opposites attract, so.”
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Connor turned red and smiled, humming softly against Evan's skin. "Yeah, I get that," he said as he tilted his head slightly, rubbing the brunette's back for a brief moment. "It still takes me a while to figure out my own feelings- I used to have a lot of anger and resentment in me, but I never knew why for the longest time. But, I've been working through it. It's hard, but y'know, you've just gotta push through it."
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“Yeah, that makes sense,” Evan said softly, not really knowing what else to say without over sharing about all his feelings, and he didn’t really want to do that. He blew out a breath, continuing to play with Connor’s hair.
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