blizzard, pookie ;))
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Thread Topic: blizzard, pookie ;))
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imsoclueless Senior(i meant after this post lmaoo)
Karl opened his mouth to speak. He wanted to say yes, every part of him was telling him to, but- He lifted his head to meet Nick's eyes, a small smile on his face. "I don't think so," he spoke softly, rubbing his eyes. "I-I mean, sometimes, yeah, I- I do feel that way. Things at home are still f---in' s---ty, but-" He grabbed Nick's hands, gently squeezing them. "But I think you changed some part of how I feel about myself," he added in a quiet voice, a small smile on his face. "You- You make me want to keep going, to keep on living."
(couldn't leave it on a super sad note :')
NOW i go to eep lmaoo) -
(ohhh okay lmaoo)
Nick smiled softly, rubbing the back of Karl’s hand with his thumb. “That’s- that’s good, I’m glad I can help. But- honey, cut- cutting yourself isn’t good, even just thinking about it. Could you- I don’t know- everytime you think about it, could you call me?” -
imsoclueless SeniorKarl nodded, looking down at their hands. "I'm really a mess, aren't I?" He muttered aloud, tears brimming in his eyes again.
(jesus, my wifi was so bad for a sec there-
and good afternoon! hru? :)) -
(good afternoon! im okay :’) i js had to go on a rlly long walk and it’s super humid outside lol
but it was good nonetheless!
hbu?)
“Yeah, but it’s not your fault, honey,” Nick whispered. “You are honestly one of the strongest people I know.” -
imsoclueless Senior(r i p
i hate when it's humid out :')
i'm good! a bit nervous for my audition tomorrow, but excited too!)
Karl let out a quiet laugh, leaning forward and resting his forehead against Nick's shoulder. "Sometimes I don't even know how I do it..." He muttered, gently squeezing his boyfriend's hand. -
(me too but it’s always humid where im from lol
and ohhh gotcha
you got this!! i’m sure you’ll do great :))
“I get that,” Nick said softly, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend. “But, it’s just how you cope, y’know? Like, everyone copes in different ways for the different s--- they go through. You just.. don’t have great ways. And I don’t think that’s your fault, I think it’s mainly because your parents are dickheads and didn’t teach you any proper ones.” -
imsoclueless Senior(yeah, i just always panic beforehand lmfaooo)
"Great that we can agree they ruined my life," Karl said, giggling softly. He brought a hand up to his face, rubbing away tears. He lifted his head, a small smile on his face. "I don't think I would be here if it weren't for you, Nick. And I'm thankful for it every day~" -
(it’s makes sense lmao
but it just shows it’s smth you care abt, yk?)
Nick smiled softly, pressing a kiss onto Karl’s forehead. “I’m so thankful for you, Karl. And everything that you do, you’re amazing. And promise you’ll call me when you want to hurt yourself? No matter where you are and what’s going on?” -
imsoclueless Senior(yeah, i really do :)
theatre's become such a huge part of my life and i love it sm u^u)
Karl nodded, pressing a kiss on Nick's cheek. "I promise," he replied, smiling at his boyfriend. "I- I have been trying to stop, really. But, sometimes it's- It's really hard." He exhaled and looked down at his hands, balling them into fists. "It- It didn't start with cutting. First, it- it was hurting my-myself with a hair tie or rubber band, or scratching my arms u-until it left marks, o-or drew blood..." He opened up his hands, now shaky as they rested on his knees. "It- It just felt too good t-to stop..." -
(thats so awesome :D)
Nick grabbed Karl’s hands, looking him in the eyes. “And you are so brave for trying to stop. I’ve never dealt with it, but it’s like any habit, and it’s hard to break. I’m so proud of you, Karl, y’know that?” -
imsoclueless SeniorKarl met Nick's eyes, tears brimming in his eyes. "Stooop, you're making me cry again," he half-heartedly complained, giggling softly. He leaned forward and hugged onto Nick, burying his face in his neck.
(yeah :D
i have really considered possibly making a career out of it?
either that or continue it as a hobby u^u
ALSO, ngl when we get to the part where karl goes back to the first universe, i kinda sorta would like to continue this story? bc i'm frikking OBSESSED >:)) -
(no i agree i love this one i will gladly come back to it 😭
and that’s so cool! ive never been great at acting but it looks super fun!)
“It’s okay to cry,” Nick said with a giggle. He believed that, yet he did t let himself cry very often. His parents and most of his friends believed in ‘real men don’t cry’, and his actions were heavily influenced by them. Then again, they said that gay men weren’t ‘real men’ either, and Nick obviously didn’t listen to that. He didn’t really know what to belive. -
imsoclueless Senior(pleasee, after it switches, i'm so making another thread separate for this one u^u
and it really is! i've always been a musical lover and super involved in music, so i love it a ton!)
"I know, just- Sometimes I cry over stupid s--- and it makes me feel like I shouldn't," Karl said, sniffling softly. "And, I also grew up with my dad telling me, y'know the usual s---, 'real men don't cry' 'n bulls---. Which is so not true, everyone f---ing cries- It's actually healthy for you to cry, y'know??" He giggled, lifting his head. -
(yesss definitely
that’s awesome!! it’s great that you have something you really love, y’know?)
“Yeah, I get that,” Nick said, nodding a little bit. “I hear that from my friends like, at least once a week.” -
imsoclueless Senior(yeah!! 100 percent!)
Karl sighed, bringing his hands up to Nick's face. He cupped the ravenette's cheeks, rubbing his face with his thumb. "One, your friends are all a--holes, so don't listen to them," he started, giggling softly, "and two, if you ever do need to cry, you've always got a buddy to cry with~" He pressed a kiss on Nick's lips, smiling,
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