bLiZzArD ;))
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George hummed quietly, running his hand through Clay's hair. He held the dirty blonde close, tracing shapes onto his back.
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Clay backed up somewhat from the brunette and lifted his head slightly, looking over at George. “I have anorexia,“ he blurted out quietly. “An eating disorder. I mean, it was pretty obvious I had one, but I figured I’d jut go ahead and get that off my chest.”
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"Okay," George said quietly with a nod. "How long have you known for?"
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“A year or so,” Clay replied, running a hand through his hair. ”I was diagnosed a while back when I was talking to my doctor about sort of just not eating regularly and other stuff, then he diagnosed me.”
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George nodded slowly, looking past Clay for a moment and getting lost in his thoughts. "I never even noticed," George said with a silent chuckle, smiling sadly.
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“I’m sorry, I- I know I probably should’ve said something sooner,” Clay muttered, looking away from George as his face turned red with embarrassment. “I- Stupidly, I thought I could just- overcome this myself, but- God, I’m such an idiot…”
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"A little, yeah," George said, looking back at Clay. "But at least I know now, before thing's got really bad," He said, exhaling.
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Clay sighed and leaned against George, resting his head against his shoulder. “I just wish I didn’t have this- this stupid f—king thing..” He groaned, rubbing his face.
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"Yeah, I get it," George said, sighing quietly. "But, I'll help you. You'll overcome it at some point, I promise."
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Clay looked over at George, a sad smile on his face. “I know- but, it’s tough. I-I mean, I’ve gone days without eating and- and then stuffing my face to-to stop the pain of hunger- only to throw it up because it’s too much at once, then starving myself and filling myself over and over and over again-“ He cut himself off, exhaling shakily. “I can’t take much more of the pain, anymore,” he said quietly, wiping away any tears that threatened to appear.
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George sighed, pressing a kiss onto Clay's head. "Yeah, we'll- we'll just," George cut himself off and paused, thinking for a moment. "You need to create some new sort of- of habit," The brunette said, looking over to Clay.
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Clay nodded shortly, looking up at George with teary eyes. “Yeah, m-maybe that’ll work,” he mumbled, exhaling. He leaned against the brunette and rested his head against his chest, wrapping his arms around his waist.
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"I'm sorry this happened to you," George said quietly, running a hand through Clay's hair.
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”It’s fine,” Clay mumbled, curling closer to George. He sighed and closed his eyes, slightly clutching the brunette’s shirt in his hands.
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George held the dirty blonde close, running a hand through his hair and laying his head back against the pillow.
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