..Really?
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Thread Topic: ..Really?
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(..Sorry. I think I should really leave now because I just keep on forgetting everything. First I forgot to respond to you, and now I'm pissing you off for not asking you how you felt. Yeah, I'm gonna go, I'm not being a useful or nice girlfriend. I'm sorry.
Not being sarcastic.) -
(...Sorry.. I guess it's a bit too late to ask "How are you?" huh?)
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(Are you mad at me? Because now I'm the one who's scared and already crying. I didn't mean to upset you, I didn't mean to do anything you didn't like. I.. I just want you to be happy. And if I'm not doing that, I will do whatever it takes to make you happy, okay? I know all of that was a little late too..)
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(No! I want to have a conversation with you. The rp isn't as important. Please, I really didn't mean to make you upset.)
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(I dunno what I did to make you so upset to this point, but all I can do is say I'm sorry and sit here crying. We can stop roleplaying if you want, I want to talk to you about your day. I want to hear everything you have to say.
And all I can add is that this is one of the first times I've put my problems on you.. I've been there for you whenever you've been upset, so I don't see why I'm getting "yelled at" for this. If you're going to break up with me, that's fine, because I guess it'll have been my fault..) -
(How? What did I say? All I did was apologize for not catching things!
Dealing? Well, in that case, I guess I've been "dealing" with your stuff. I dunno.
No! Andi, you mean everything to me. I wouldn't be able to power through things without you. You make me so happy, and all I want to do is return it. I'm just panicking because you're acting different. Please don't. Please.) -
(I needed to think, I wasn't leaving to bail on you.
Well I'm trying. I'm trying my best. Remember when I told you I'd do chores to send you money to help? Wasn't that trying, even though you ended up saying that confession about everything? And even though I can't help, I'm trying to figure out how. I haven't been through tough times like you have, I can't say "Oh I know how to fix that" off the top of my head. But I'm trying to, and sometimes it comes out as sorry.
You've never been acted like this. With you suddenly lashing out and being upset because of my childish mistakes. I didn't know you thought my stuff was a burden, I didn't know that you thought that I didn't care, I didn't know a lot of things. Normal you would have asked to talk to me and we would have sorted it out together, and we'd be talking together. I told you, I want to hear all of your problems, and as much as I don't like how you're scaring me, if this is how you want to talk it out, then I'll go through with it until we can both calm down.) -
(I could have stayed gone. But I came back. Is that not proving I did want to be with you?
Nono, I want you to complain if you want to. Like you said, I might not be much help, but holding it in isn't the best route. I haven't been dealing with you, I've been trying to understand.
..No, I didn't. But we all have our bad days. I guess yours is the worst right now. I'm sorry that I made you break.. Okay, I'm not sorry, because now you're finally telling me my flaws, but what I mean is that I didn't mean to make it worse. It PAINS me when you hurt YOURSELF. You're so pretty, cutting and self harm isn't worth it. It's okay if you're taking it out on me. A good soulmate should do their best to comfort the other, even if that means taking in all of their pain. Don't hate yourself. As long as I know we're still together.. I'll be happy.
And do you know why I'd be happy? You're the first person I've cried over. The first person I've made life plans with, the first person I've truly cared about so much. I know this is an internet relationship, but this feels like.. So much more. I feel like you're here beside me when we're together. And it's pretty f---ing awesome. To lose you.. I'd be loosing half of my soul. Even if you don't think it right now, I know we're different from other people, and I know this thread should be proof that there's always going to be some tears being shed. I wouldn't cry if I didn't care about you.) -
(aye aye calm down. It's alright. I'm not that upset anymore, don't worry about it. You needed to rant, I won't hold you against it. Yes we can stop arguing.
But at least I know what I have to fix now. We can talk again in a nicer way if you'd like. Tomorrow (or um later today??) we can talk until you're happy.
I do. Just.. Try to limit it to small things, please?
I cry a lot it's okay.
I love you too. Sleep well. It's alrightttttttt. I love you too, so much. Night.)
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