This is for Rosio, Charry and I~
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Thread Topic: This is for Rosio, Charry and I~
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"...I'm leaving GTQ.
We can rp somewhere else.."
^That was directed to no one in particular. You know why? Because it was for all of us. "We"
She cares about you both. And yeah I did because she wants to rp with both of you on /here/ because she knows both of you are always here. She does know, Dark.
She's stressing. She's doing terrible in school. That "oh theres too many threads its giving me a headache" excuse wasnt because there was truly "too many threads". Its because whats going through her head in rl and at the same time she doesn't want to stay away this place because of both of you. If it weren't for both of you, she would've been gone a long time. But she didn't because she wants to stay for both of you.
And maybe try bonding with her on the Lounge as well. She's always wanting to chat normally with you two but knowing that both of you are always on here, in the stage, is upsetting. -
One out of allllllllllll of the other times. But I guess it counts.
We always do terrible in school. In fact, I think the only reason I even bother coming online is because I get so stressed that I need people to talk to. She isn't the only one. The thing is, why are you the one telling us that? I know Rosio's shy and all, but if she knew we were growing upset that it seemed like we were growing apart, shouldn't she be telling us she cares? No offense to her on her part. I know it's assumed we know. But we don't. Rather, didin't.
AGAIN. We've never known because she's never asked/said anything. I'd be more than happy to chat with her on the Lounge. I retreat to the Stage with Andi because I never see anyone on the Lounge anymore. -
I'm sorry, okay?
I feel as if I'm going to turn out like anri.
I always wondered why you don't reply to her rps and I feel bad for her knowing that you reply to my threads.. And I'm afraid I might be ignored like her.
I'm sorry I'm not accertive Mr whatever you spell it but it's hard to be because that's just me and yes I care about you and Andi. Both of you, actually all of you, probably hate me now so -
*or not Mr wtf
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Me and Anri have RP'ed actually. Just yesterday night. And I have her number. It's just that she's threatened so many times to quit RP'ing that I'm used to not responding.
I would never ignore you. I try not to ignore Anri. I don't hate you, it just got upsetting that I never knew whether I was bothering you or not. -
Well. Then let me be fully honest with you:
Andi, Dark I always felt like both of you were more into each other than the rest (including anri) and that made me feel like you didn't care at all as well. So I started to give both of you your space and started to roleplay with others. I've noticed you bond quickly and then ignore anri's rp threads and I always wonder why you don't ignore mine. Is it because you think anri isn't good enough? Do you not like the way she roleplay? If not, then why? I feel bad because you reply to my threads and not hers. I feel like I'm making her feel like I'm somehow better than her and I don't want her to think that. It's hard seeing a roleplay thread for me and not to her. Then sometimes I wonder if you'd ignore me after like you do to anri.
I want all of us to have the same bonding time. I started roleplaying with Carla because you had each other. I felt like I didn't have anyone. I felt like you didnt like the way I roleplay as well, leading me to not make threads. Anri had and still has no one. I try to roleplay with her but guess what? It doesn't work because she likes roleplaying with both of you. But seeing both of you not "see" her threads is hurtful.. So sometimes I pretend I don't "see" threads made for me just so you'll know how it feels (but sometimes I really don't, don't get me wrong there). We all treat each other better than someone else because I remember anri use to love roleplaying with Ally. But now she doesn't because she's more interested in both of you. And I roleplay with Ally because it's not fun being ignored. It really is not. And now anri is ignored. Am I next?
As for the other roleplaying site Carla and I go to, I don't roleplay there just because I want to get away from you two or to just do so because I "like" Carla better. I roleplay there because I have no wifi to get on GTQ and the site only works on my mom's phone, not my tablet. And contacting? I honestly feel like you, Andi and anri have a dilly dally good time emailing each other. The three of you email each other when something happens but you don't email me. The three of you email each other more. That's where I feel ignored and lefted out. I feel like a thirdwheel but only different because there's already three of you. I already have enough of the thirdwheel smack in my school. It's why I'm not assertive and why I'm "shy". No. I'm not shy. I just don't like speaking my mind because I could "hurt" people's feelings. I don't say anything because I don't like causing problems. I avoid that. Just like me wanting to say: f--- YOU KISH. I NEVER LIKED YOU, BAKA. YOU ARE A CHILDISH MOFO WHO NEEDS TO GROW THE f--- UP. ../.. or GEEK YOU f---ING ASSs--- STOP WITH THE HACKING OR IP TRACKING. YEAH. YOU'RE SMART BUT STOP IT. NO ONE LIKES YOU. THEY ONLY PRETEND TO BECAUSE THEY'RE AFRAID YOU'D HACK THEM. But do I say it? No. I'm a drama avoider k thks.
Okay. Thread making and chatting: When you make a thread in the Lounge, it's always one of the three of you replying to each other. Ex:
Andi: Well, school went terrible. .-.
*five seconds late before rvelez posts*
Dark: What happened?
Anri: Geez, girl. Same here
*and rvelez leaves the thread because she feels like the third wheel oh well who gives a sh-t*
^ That. I'm boring to converse with anyways so stfu Rosio. I complain a lot. And I'm selfish when it comes to friends and that's why I "hate" people because I'm afraid I might be a dilly dally friend and then later a selfish complete idiot when that one friend finds someone better than me. I'm that selfish. I'm that stupid. I'm that complete different person. I actually treated tenten like that as well. unu'
I'm doing terrible at school. Why? Because I have my mind dead set on this place and you all. My health is s---. Why? Because I spend all my day holding my damn tablet while listening to music. I have no life once that wifi turns on. Still don't. I'm confused on my religion. Why? Because the people here changed me and especially those users like Bob or Carri. I'm a nobody. I feel like I'm nothing- oh look! That's where my character, Pitch, comes from!
Carla is right. It's not you all who give me headaches. I get high on life. I'm sorry I'm a b----. I'm sorry I'm not straight forward with you (which if you're angry with me after reading this, you asked for it) I'm sorry I'm selfish. I try my best to be purrfect nya. That's what we all stride for. But are we? No. But we TRRRYY.
I care about you all equally. If you don't believe me, that's your own fault. I'm a lover not a fighter. Another chance would be nice. I love roleplaying with you all but I'm only one person. Take it easy on me and just stop arguing about this because I feel some hate going on (Lord, let's hope I'm not right) If you don't want to roleplay anymore, okay then. I understand. We can end it there.
(And this was x-tremleh late bc sisters be like turing off the wifi and you're like fuuuuu) -
You can come over and kill me since everyone knows where I live now. :P
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I see..
I'm selfish so.
Yep..
Alright.
Kay. -
I feel like I'm not needed here anyways.
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This is going to be a really lame response. I KNOW how bad you feel for all of the others I've ignored. I don't even try to ignore anyone. This is what happened several years ago with me and a friend, and I know it sucks. I know I seem like a jerk.
Anri is still my friend, okay? I just can't find courage to RP with her. It bothers me that I do this to her. I've known this for a while. No, I won't do that to you. Yes, I did do it to Anri. But I'm desperately trying to fix that. Don't take me wrong; You're a brilliant person, and so is Anri. But you need to know I don't do it on purpose. I have an issue where I get attached to things I've never had.
I'm sorry I said you were shy. I know you aren't. Don't act like you have to be brave to me, okay? I want you to say all of your insults and worries. I don't e-mail you when I have troubles because I never know if you really care or not. I guess I was being a hypocrite when I said you were ignoring us when we do. I apologize for that. -
..Like Animephan?
That's how I am. Seeing people ignored I tend to put myself in their shoes.
Yeah, I know she is. And okay. I understand.
I always care about whatever my friends are going through. As long as you understand what I'm trying to say, it's fine. -
She does things like; "It's okay, But I..." or "I Think you need to Relax" and yeah.
Don't, Rosi. We're dealing with this issue, so you can throw those old shoes aside. :I
I know, but I'm making sure. You shouldn't take the blame for anything, okay?
Okay. -
Oh xP
Alright, then. :I
And this is random but I have a pedo on the other site and I'm scared so I'm here. .-. -
..You have a pedo? o3o
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That's scary. How old is he? xD
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