Soap!
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Thread Topic: Soap!
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"Are you feeling better?" I asked. I hug you and kiss you gently. I sit down next to you and hold your and.
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UAAllstars43 NewbieI sniffle and shrug my shoulders. I fall asleep. A week passes by and I'm not doing good at all. All I can think about is that night and how I hurt you by him kissing me. I'm exhausted and haven't eaten in days. I don't feel like eating when I'm sad or worried.
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I wake up an early morning and go to the bathroom. I look into the mirror and my eyes are bright yellow. I wasn't feeling depressed,mad,sad. I rub my face and go back to bed.
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UAAllstars43 NewbieI wake up with the nightmare again. I start to cry. I wake up you "Babe please...."
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I wake up. I look at you while rubbing my eyes. "Huh?" I asked. I was tired and I could hardly see.
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(I'm on)
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UAAllstars43 NewbieI sniffle "Nevermind go back to bed". I get up and I feel a sharp pain in my chest. It's the guilt and scared. I go to the bathroom and grab a hand mirror. I take a hammer and break it. I look at the broken piece of glass. I sniffle.
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I say "Whats wrong?". I look at you and put my arm around. I look at the ceiling when I hear a mirror break. I run to the bathroom and open the door. I see hlass everywhere. I look at you an grab you. "What are you doing?" I asked.
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UAAllstars43 NewbieI jump and fall to the ground crying "Ronnie please don't! Please go back to bed! I'm fine!" I cry hiding piece of glass that was in my hand.
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"No, you're gonna hurt yourself, I can feel your pain." I said. I look at you concerned. "Why are you trying to hurt yourself?" I asked.
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UAAllstars43 NewbieI cry more "I feel like we are seperating...like because of me...it's all my fault...I was stupid and messed up everything!" I cry harder. I grip the glass tightly starting to dig into my hand. I start to bleed.
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I sit on the ground next to you. I look at you and smell blood. I open your hand and see blood all over. I take the glass your of your hand and throw it in the trash. I hug you tightly and sigh. "We're not separating and it's not your fault. Everything is my fault. Ever since we went out things been happening to you." I said. "I'm bad luck for you." I said as a tear drop from my face.
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UAAllstars43 NewbieI cry harder "Ronnie no. It's ever since a week ago from Blake..." I cry clenching my hand together making my nails dig it. It hurts badly, not as bad as the pain from my heart.
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I sigh and tears run down my face. "Babe, it's not your fault. It's mine" I said. I look at you and stop you from ruining your skin.
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UAAllstars43 NewbieI cry harder and hug you tightly. My arm is shaking and the pain gets worse as the cold air touches it.
(Should we do the memory loss or what?)
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