I'm just saying.
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Thread Topic: I'm just saying.
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I know most people here don't believe what I believe. I know I must look stupid to still associate with people that act like maniacs. I know that a lot of people believe that God doesn't make sense, is utter make believe and all that. I know.
And yet, I can't deny what my heart feels, and what I myself believe. Sometimes it feels like me against the world, people who don't share my beliefs, and people who say they share my beliefs but act like demons themselves. But the peace I've been given in my heart, the wisdom I've seen through my eyes and the LOVE that I know is real make it all worth it. Seriously, I'm not stupid. If there wasn't something about this I wouldn't stay this way. It isn't what my parents, my churches, or what anyone says. It's what I say. I believe God is real, loves all of his creation, wants the best for us, will make a way for everything to fall into place, has created everything in a logical way, all of it. And if you don't believe that or love him like I do, that's fine. I don't hate you. I don't feel any contempt or anything of that sort toward you. In fact, I love you all. Because I know that each and every human life is precious.
I know that I'm going to be looked at weird, said I'm an idiot and should wake up to 'reality', that I'm wasting my life, that I'm part of the problem, that I'm foolish and stupid and everything. I know. I've learned that by now. I get that from non-believers AND believers. But I'm happy, and at peace, and I think that's worth living for. I have a hard time explaining this, and I know I stay out of here because of that. So I wanted to write this, as explanation.
My only defense, 'proof' that this is real, is what's in my heart and mind. If that's not enough, than please leave me to my ignorant bliss. Because in the end, it's what keeps me going and managing to somehow love this world and work hard to help make things better.
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