What is wrong with me lately?!
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Thread Topic: What is wrong with me lately?!
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i_am_VAMP Novicei keep staring at the scars on my wrists and remembering things i don't want 2 remember...i've been having vivid nightmares and i cry at random times...i lash out at ppl. i haven't told anyone cuz they'll put me back on happy pills, which makes it worse...
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hi vamp
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i_am_VAMP Novicehey perla...how goes it?
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slowly getting better
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i_am_VAMP Novicethatz good. i'm slowly getting worse...
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awww really
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i_am_VAMP Noviceyep. not that its anything new. my life has always been a rollercoaster...
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well hope it goes away
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i_am_VAMP Noviceso do i. i even lashed out on my bf! i never ever do that! but i did...then i burst into tears. just saying something even slightly mean 2 him makes me feel as bad as a murderer...but he forgave me right away...
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You're mentally disturbed.
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i_am_VAMP Novicewhy do u say that?
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i_am_VAMP Noviceis it cuz i can't stand being mean 2 my bf, who loves me and accepts me and does so much 4 me? cuz i dun think that's mentally disturbed...
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i_am_VAMP Novicei'm srry if that sounded mean! Ugh! *slaps self in face*
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Becuase you cut yourself and torture yourself because you have bad memories. You are making things worse and disturbing yourself, that's why it's called "Mentally disturbed" Mental means on purpose.
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i_am_VAMP Novicei used 2 cut myself. when i quit that, i vowed never 2 do it again. And naturally i have bad memories. i haven't exactly had a happy, easy life. i just let those bad memories build up, which wasn't the smartest move. my thoughts and emotions just get carried away and i can't stop it from happening. the ppl i care about the most r usually kept at a distance, and i hate myself 4 not breaking that habit...i think most of this crap i do is out of instinct, like a defense mechanism or something...
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