I'm just that kind of guy
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Thread Topic: I'm just that kind of guy
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I'm just the kind of person who will tandke everything you say and make it about me. You say "I'm in love", and I will commence to tell you that I have never been in love and that I am nearly convinced that love doesn't actually exist. We all know these kinds of people, and we all just f---ing hate their guts. I'm just that needy and desperate for attention at this point. If I were a famous person, I'd basicallly be at the attention whore point of my career, where my fifteen minutes are almost up and I'm milking every last second.
I joke about it, but joking about it is really just a coping mechanism at this point. If I still have your ear, if you still care, you should know this: I'm in a miserable state of hell. Mom can come visit me when it sounds like I want to blow my brains out and think everything will be okay after that, but it won't be. And it's just so odd that even though I try to gain attention by b----ing about every little thing to the people I barely know, I hate that my mom has to constantly worry about me. I can't help but feel that her life would just be so much easier if I weren't here. I know that in the nearly four years you've known me that I've always been the one who seemed pretty sane, but this is the real me, and I truly can't hold it together anymore. That doesn't mean i'm gonna waste myself, but there's a good chance that there is no happy ending for me, that i'll just die alone, miserable, cold, and dead. -
*hugs* I love you.
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Same and it's a pretty suckish way to be, but it's who I am so whatever.
Anyways, you're still fairly young and have a long time to live so don't expect that your life is over now because something good will happen if you give it the chance to. -
ChelseaCat NewbieCarrotop: As Anna said, you have to atleast try and give love a chance. Even though love will crush you down, it always cames back and picks you up. There is that perfect girl out there, and all you're doing is waiting for her to come to you, go out there and look for her. It may take a while, but when you find her, you'll know she's the one.
As for the mom thing, mom's tend too be very protective and extract caring when their son or daughter is in this kind of situation. She only wants to help you, and you should let her try. And if you don't like it, I mean, you can always ask her to back of a bit. She may be a bit offended, but I'm sure she'll understand. -
I said life, tongue is a male, and he is bi.
Especially if you've been kind of a mother's boy she wants to protect you. -
I'm having a little difficulty following what is going on here. Yes I am bi, but I'm only interested in relationships with women, sexual and romantic. Guys are sexy and all, I'm just not into butt stuff.
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My second post was to cat.
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