Pointless rant, ignore.
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:19pm
Thread Topic: Pointless rant, ignore.
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I'm so sick of being ignored! My life is hell and I swear I'm ready to shoot myself! If anyone does read this I don't want to be felt sorryr for, I want people to take notice of me!
This is why I'm such a "freak" in school. I'm not going to be a bland girl that has no mind of her own.
Grace is being a selfish bitch and couldn't give a shit about me if she tried! She practically called me a b----, points out every single flaw I have and I've jsut sat through it silently and tried to change. But when I try to point out a major issue she denies there's anything wrong with her! >:( All she cares about now is dating guys, getting people to feel sorry for her because she has low blood pressure. Just because you need sodium doesn't mean you have to announce it to the world for them to hear, "Awww you poor thing. YOu take naps just to skip class and brag about how you can keep food and a drink with you through out the day" I know she has a medical issue, but she doesn't have to announce it to the world! Then yesterday she stabbed me with a pencil! But since it didn't break my skin and it was an accident it's not a stab. -_-" Bullshit. Then she tried to blame it on me for standing there, I was only standing near her because she asked me to help her, but just stood there! Whenever someone gets hurt, even when she's nowhere near them, she freaks out and makes sure they're all okay. Me? She only give a crap about the water SHE got on her own shirt. I fucking shirt!
Then Emileigh. When I told her I hurt myself she said if I think I'm ever going to do it again to text or call her and mark it urgent. I have like 10 times and I never got one fucking reply. She doesn't even talk to me anymore for no reason!
Katie. All she cares about is getting Grace back because Grace is getting so much attention and ditching the people that need her. I've tried to helpKatie so many times but she just pushes me away and wants to be around Grace. I was sitting right next to her, she was at my house, and I started crying. I never thought I would cry while a really good friend was that close. But I did. Why? She spent the whole time she was at my house texting and calling Grace. WHat was so important? Nothing. She was trying to help Grace with a stupid boyfriend issue! Grace broke up with her boyfriend and started freaking out and was stealing Katie just to hear from him because she couldn't do it herself! >:(
Abbey also agreed with Grace I'm a b---- and says I have nothing to be upset about, that I only burned because I'm an idiot. Oh, so being molested isn't bad? Being bullied every single day? Being harassed? Hating going home so much, you would kill yourself to never go back? Guess what, it is bad and you're not the only one whpo gets shit! She also think I bully people. I don't think I do and I don't intentionally if I do. All I do is I speak my mind even when most object and I don't give a shit who supports what!
I also hate my family. My mom called me an idiot and blames everything on everyone but herself. She claims I'm stupid because of the full moon. Guess what, I'm like this and if you got an issue with it too damn bad. Pretty much every shitty thing she points out about me is the same about her! Kids learn from the environment they live in! She has bitchy traits she can be sure it's going to have SOME effect on others. My dad is the same. Then my sister is a bitch that nothing I do is right, she has to have everyhting her way, she's the perfect shit spawn of my parents. She has all the same qualities. I hate how she gets everything even when I do better! No matter what, I'm never good enough, never worth attention! She flunked math, completely. They blamed the teacher. I got 2 F's on quizzes in 4th grade and they won't let it go! I still had a B- average and I brought it up to an A- in only one term. I worked my ass off to bring it back up! They made me cry when I got the F's and said I would have a higher grade if I never flunked. My sister doesn't even try, do her homework, and she knew she was flunking but didn't do a shit about it. Did my parents give a fuck? No, everything was fine and they threw a party for her after she got out of summer school! It's so unfair. THey favor her, make acceptions for her, and they're always there for her. But what o I get? I get ignored on my special days (like my birthday that they're always gone for and don't give a crap about) and won't leave me alone when I want to (like after a bad day or when I can't talk).
I'm so sick of shit! Then on here there's people who are always doing inside jokes and exclude all other people. Then there's couples. Always being all lovey and getting depressed not seeing each other for a day. I haven't seen my GTQ boyfriend in over 2 months and I broke up with him because of it! People say "I love you" way to quick nowadays. I don't feel wanted or needed here any more and I should jsut leave. I'm just so tired of being ignored and I'm ranting the fuck out of my brains, but I don't give a shit because it's amazing to finally get all this anger out!
Ugh.
~A very pissed off and annoyed Teresa22 -
I noticed.
I don't know what to say.
(Sorry, but isn't "ignore" and "I hate being ignored" a bit of a contradiction?) -
@Appay Yes, yes it is. But I guess I was saying don't bother reading my complaint just trying to blow off steam but I've been getting ignored in conversations.
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Alright then, no sympathy.
Teresa, you have s---ty friends, and it's time you get some worth being around you.
Your family is vicious and unfair, and there's nothing you can do about it but show them your skills in middle finger lifting and do what you want to. No use trying to please a family that doesn't care. So when you do something good, be proud of yourself, rather than relying on them to let you know you've done well.
And furthermore, I try not to ignore you, but sometimes I get distracted or pulled away from the computer, and can't reply. I will never ignore you if it can be helped.
There you go. No sympathy involved. Feel better, Teresa. -
X sabre Newbie*snarls* She is acting like a selfish loner, Teresa, You are special and Don't deserve this.
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Thanks for the imput Maru. It helps.
@Sabre Thank you? Not sure who you mean by "she" because most of them are she's, but thanks.
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