Wow, that's bad.
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Thread Topic: Wow, that's bad.
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read that to understand, but I suggest looking at the subtitle too if you can find it in the forums (it's only a few pages in.)
It's not just the people that upset me like you seem to think so, it's everything nowadays that remind me of how s---ty I am at building relationships, and how many of them I've managed to create defectively.
I've thought about it, and quite frankly, I'm a very fake person, I act the way I am now, but that's not how I really am at all. That's how I want to act around you because that's how you guys LIKE me. I'm a people pleaser, one that's so desperate for people to like her that she created a likable facade.
That's pretty f---ing pathetic if you ask me. x'D if you all hate me because I'm fake, that's alright. I hate me too. -
It's okay. I suck at building relationships too.
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Then act like yourself. If you don't want to do it in public then you can at least be honest with me. I can take it.
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See now that arises another problem.
I've been acting this way for more than 3 years. I haven't the slightest idea how the f--- to do that. -
Then I don't see how it's a facade. The way I see it, you're dissapointed with something (or everything) and feel like it's your fault and that you need to go back to a time you remember being happy as a way to change it.
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I feel like I'm consistently lying to everyone though. I guess I became the mask =.='
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If you feel like you're lying, then that must mean you have another truth you want to say. Go for it.
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Oh no. I ain't falling for that.
There's no way in hell. -
(if only I knew what you weren't falling for)
Since nobody actually knows what you're talking about right now, you're either going to have to clarify, or figure something else out. Because if my suggestion meets a response that doesn't make sense to anyone but you, then there isn't any way we can progress from this stand still. -
few people actually do. I'm sorry but I can't say anything.
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I'll let you be then...
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solitary_atheist NewbieTo build a strong relationship, you must be persistent. To me, (I could be absolutely wrong)you sound like you try, but are not paitent enough to follow the relationship.
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