This is a mix of venting
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Thread Topic: This is a mix of venting
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But I think my time is up.On here.Or I've been thinking really hard about it.Not that it really matters.I've been trying to avoid this place but its kinda hard since I don't have a lot going on around these hours,I've sorta lost interest in everything else I've done too.Like guitar and art..I still love it but eh..I dunno.The magic is gone.That spark isn't as bright.
I mean its a cool little site,or it was.But I dunno I'm wasting my time on here really.I always find myself roaming the threads looking for something funny or cool,like when I first joined but now its all.."eh XP whats on the TV?" I stayed hoping maybe it'll change but hey..I've been waiting for like...since a while.Plus I have nothing in common with many here,so its really awkward for me to talk to anyone.Also that reminds me of my highschool at times,thats HUGE negative.Like,how I can never communicate with anyone.And I realized,its no one thats making it difficult for me,its just me who is a huge problem.I'm..like,why even bother talking to people anymore.
And I mean I could do my part and try to brighten it up myself,but hell I have no skills what so ever.And I tried to a few times,but I'm just not known here.So it doesn't work.
So yeah,this place has sorta fallen under the catagory of lost interests.It no longer has that cool fun feel to it.
And its scary really,cause if any of you knew me,you'd know guitar,art,movies,internet,and all that stuff is me,its my favorite things,part of my personalty.But now..its starting to fade.I have this feeling of..like..now what? What do I turn to?
And I know this is just one giant knot of complants jumping from one thing to another,its confusing or doesn't make any sense,but it just describes whats going on in my head,like..this giant knot of mess is cluttering my brain right now.I'm like,lost.And god its just a huge migrain really XP -
Klingons. Klingons always.
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I honestly don't know what to say, Sick
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