Little realization story,
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Thread Topic: Little realization story,
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Okay, so my councelor and parents have been hounding me about why I burned myself, and I never knew exactly why. Until the person I thought was my best friend practically called me a bitch. I realized that the reason I burned myself was because I got so mad from being upset, but I didn't want to hurt anyone else. So I took my anger out on myself. I miss those days. U_U No one knew I had issues, my friends didn't have problems with me, I didn't get mad at other people. My problems were gone. It took away my anger, but I only hurt myself. And that was the best part. That's what brought me to do it a second time. No one had to care about me, I could easily form the illusion of getting rid of anything bothering me, for just a little pain. My parents only cared that my burn wouldn't heal and I would have a scar. Big whoop, not like I could become a model. I cared about how my life would be. When my friend texted me that I'm a bitch, I just felt like I was walking on a dirt road in the afternoon. Tons os sun, no cars, nothing. But then it was as if she was in a car, could clearly see me, and stepped on the gas. It was awful. I just want things to be back like it was before anyone knew. U_U I just need to get that out.
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Is you okay?
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No. And I'm sick of lying about it.
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At least you're being honest.
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I hope you get better, Teresa...
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Yeah. But it's not like anyone I knew in real life would care. Whether I told the truth or showed it.
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Thanks Audree.
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Anytime, Teresa. :)
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I'm sorry, Teresa. I hope for the best.
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I can't really do much to help, considering my solution involves the people causing your problems. And a crowbar.
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