Rants and Vents from an entity online
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Thread Topic: Rants and Vents from an entity online
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Yeah, that makes sense honestly. Haha, what was I thinking? Did I really think I was worth what I was expecting? Of course I'm not. I'm a dumb-ss. Stupid, if you will. A real dunce. An idiot of galactic proportions.
Feels good knowing all I gotta do is lower the expectations. Expect only a minute per couple of days of social time. Should be fine, right? Everyone else seems okay. -
They gave me a reason to expect less and so I am.
How am I gonna follow through on this? Idk lmao let's see how long I last until the next breakdown. -
Nothing quite like this. No, no.
Cuz I'm still lookin' in the mirror and not recognizing myself. I'm still trippin' on my own head.
And it sucks. -
Random very, very nervous. I don't know why. So I'm locking up my google account better than fort nox. Changing passwords, adding passkeys and any verification I can possibly have.
I dunno why, it's a school device. I mean, my partner hacked it from another country and that's how we met (I confronted them about it, angry as all hell lmao) -
Slight dysphoria but it's manageable. it's always manageable, I can handle it, it's just annoying not feeling at all in the right body. Like, this is not me :(
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Bruh my mom is f---ing crazy. She tried to tell me I won't be getting the covid vaccine because it might make not able to have kids
And according to the national health and the CDC, this is unlikely.
I'm fairly sure that the USA NATIONAL HEALTH is more informed about this than my 40 year old facebook mom Sarah *(Not her real name)*
I'm absolutely getting all my vaccines when I turn 18 and can, because I'd rather be vaccinated with the "risks" than be the reason my grandma dies.
F--- off. -
It's nice and rainy today... Very lovely
Now I'm just nervous constantly instead of nervous and blind lol
I love rain -
Me when people are being a---holes to random trans kids for no reason:
[Teacher called someone the 'girl with two names' because he hasn't gotten her name legally changed [she/he prns] and it sucks to hear :( ] -
I don't understand queerphobia in the LGBTQ+ community.
Neopronoun users belong there, trans and enby people belong there, m-spec gays and lesbians belong there, whether you like it or not.
Sit down, take a breath, and realize you are part of the problem. Shut up. -
My dearest mother was talking to me about how "protesting is unhelpful" and "if you want to protest, ask me" like her alt-right tiktok fyp knowledge will understand the fact that the Gaza death toll from Israeli invasion is (conservatively) 90% civilians who didn't do anything. Now, Israel says it is 66%. Which is also not good. Mind you, the civilian rate is just anyone not in the military age and gender groups. Meaning almost all of that number is women and children.
But noooo all she thinks is the Jews. I am not in any way against Jewish race or practice. That is not the intent. Jews didn't do anything wrong. The governments did.
No one in war is the "good guy". No one is the better one and no one is the good one. But, when there's 90,000+ children that are killed, missing, or injured (not including those orphaned or uncounted)? Seriously.
This isn't just some "left-wing propoganda". This is lives. Innocent clusters of lives, that are actively being r-ped (mostly on Palestinian women/girls), killed, kidnapped, or injured. Please, get your information from NOT TIKTOK and certainly NOT ALT-RIGHT TIKTOK, Mother. -
Also, it's a right to protest!
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I may have just discovered a theriotype
Or I've been really pushing it down since I know I've had phantom limbs of cats since i was like 11 -
I miss being a teenager.
I miss watching DSMP until ungodly hours of the morning. I miss crying when Wilbur blew up L'Manburg, and I miss laughing when Tubbo would have a Tubbo moment.
I miss back before when my main worry about the crew was Dream screwing up in Minecraft.
I miss when I was a teenager, figuring out who I was and getting help from my closest online buddies nearly all the time, whenever I wanted. When they would sit with me until like 3am my time because they were in a different timezone.
I miss sitting on C.AI and talking to random bots until morning came around. The adrenaline, the feelings. I miss chasing the feels.
I miss when all I wanted when a L'Manburg flag to hang on my wall.
I miss when I could listen to Wilbur's absolutely banger music whenever I felt like it.
I miss when I was allowed to be a teenager.
This wasn't even that long ago, but everything feels like it's changed.
As several people have said before me...
It was never meant to be. -
Bruv WHAT DO YOU MEAN GNF DIDN'T MEAN HARM. He f---ing apologized!!! That's better than some other people!
f---ing a--holes. I hate Twitter, I hate Twitter, I hate Twitter.
I don't believe Caiti, not at all, and even if she's right her entire allegation feels like a joke.
F--- this, f--- you, go f-- yourself. -
I'm gonna HAPPILY watch the Dream Team and if anyone dares to go at me, I am way more than happy to fight
This isn't worth my time.
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