Stuff
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Thread Topic: Stuff
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I feel so close to the edge, again... Part of mind says to reach out for help, but then, the majority of my mind says to just stop trying since I can't find help...
So I'm just starting to shut everything out and shut down... -
I wonder if he'll understand...
I don't want to put weight on him anymore... I don't know if I can make it, myself...
It's been months and I'm still stuck with all this pain trapped inside of me...
I feel the only way to let it out is to rip myself apart...
If I don't know how to help myself, then I shouldn't hope to get help from others... -
This morning, I tried to reach out and help clear things up, but then I lost heart and left again... I don't have the strength in me to try anymore, but I'm afraid if I don't reach out, nobody else will reach out to me...
I'll be left to drown on my own... -
Maybe I won't kill myself... Maybe I'll just silently waste away on my own...
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I'm losing the will to go on, but, if I matter, I hope that he'll come to me... Sometimes I leave people to themselves and just silently down on my own because I can't help but to feel worthless and useless to them...
Sometimes I need to hear from you... -
The pain of her being gone... It's so hard to stay here when all I want to do is end my life...
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I just need help... If nothing else, I just need you ti be here for me... you can't always make it better, but you can always be here for me when the rest of the world isn't... And ultimately, that's help, even if it doesn't immediately seem helpful...
I mean, look at how far I've come, what I've faced...
I'm still here because you were here for me... You didn't give up on me... Even when it was hard, you stayed with me... -
I don't know what to do...
My mind is clouded and I'm convinced you don't need me...
I'm too scared to ask, too frozen in pain and confusion from these consuming thoughts to even react... -
I'm afraid to go back in case he ignores me...
It will only break me more... -
It's too much... I feel ready to drop off from existence, given everything from the past few months and yesterday's "outing" and next week's hell...
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She is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction
She is trying
But the canyon's ever widening
In the depths of her cold heart
So she sets out on another misadventure just to find
She's another two years older
And she's three more steps behind
Does anybody hear her?
Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even know
She's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope
That's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her?
Can anybody see?
She is yearning
For shelter and affection
That she never found at home
She is searching
For a hero to ride in
To ride in and save the day
And in walks her prince charming
And he knows just what to say
Momentary lapse of reason
And she gives herself away
Does anybody hear her?
Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even know
She's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her?
Can anybody see?
If judgement looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can't see past her scarlet letter
And we never even met her
If judgement looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can't see past her scarlet letter
And we never even met her (never even met her)
Never even met her
Does anybody hear her?
Does anybody see?
Or does anybody even know
She's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her?
Does anybody see?
Does anybody even know
She's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her?
Does anybody see?
He is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction -
I don't have the courage to push on...
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are you bi as well? i need more friends, and i just found a reason for it.
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Did I not say "Don't talk to me"?
This is not a general chat thread. Please leave. -
Maybe if it wasn't so likely and didn't keep happening, I wouldn't assume...
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