Vent
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Thread Topic: Vent
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Sometimes I think to myself, crazy things really… What if my dad has other kids out there? Kids besides Renée ya know. It’s been years now since I met her and I only ever saw her a hand full of times, but we have the same blood. God it’s so crazy to me. How old is she now? Sixteen maybe? I don’t keep up with her like I should. I wish I did. Maybe I’ve failed as a brother.
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I have to remind myself that I didn’t even know she existed until a few years ago. It’s not my fault that I didn’t get to spend much time with her. At least I can text her and stuff since we live so far away
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I wonder how she does in school. Does she hang out with friends a lot? Do people give her a hard time? I ask myself so many questions but I never ask her them. Is she dating yet? I don’t even know what she likes
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Sometimes my life doesn’t even feel real. I’m sorry I’m venting like this….. I haven’t in some time. Maybe I should talk about the good things too but I can’t even think of much to say when it comes to that. The world is tough though, I can tell myself that much
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I stare at myself in the mirror and I look like I have no life in me. Like I’m a zombie or something
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Maybe if I made a thread where I just talked about everything that would be best
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