My Special Place In Hell
- Locked by Carri04 on Mar 22, '22 11:17pmReason: :( Request
Thread Topic: My Special Place In Hell
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.Maybe something's wrong with me.
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f--- you.
You're so fake.
I hate seeing the way you act around others and then seeing how you treat me. -
You're so fake!
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And I'm supposed to be okay with that? This is why I don't talk to you.
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I just want to quit.
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It's just a lucky curse that we ended up together, you could say.
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Because I swear if I could, I would've picked an entirely different family, or none at all.
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I feel an anxiety attack coming on, which isn't the best thing. I feel so anxious about maybe I'm starting to be a bother to my aunt and she really doesn't want me to get a job until after I finish school. But if I don't get a job, Grandma will keep fussing at me and not giving me quiet to myself even when I'm doing school. I feel like I'm not doing enough for my grandma and doing too much for my aunt. Either way, someone isn't happy, I think, and it's making me so upset and worried about what I should do.
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And now I'm not doing enough. Can't find a doctor to refill my meds, and I can't afford to get off them. I just feel like crying. This is so upsetting. Everything I try just doesn't work out.
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Like, I'm working so hard and nothing pays off, I seems.
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I just don't want to go back to the hospital. But if I don't get a refill before I rum out, I'm going to have to. I'm just really scared. I'm already not doing top well, and that's with my meds.
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I feel like everything could be fake. Everyone. How do I know any of this is real? How do I know I can even trust anyone? It feels like it could all be a trick, sometimes.
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I'm being delusional again, aren't I?
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I just want to cry. This isn't supposed to happen. So what went wrong with me? Why did I have to be the defected one?
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I don't want to go through of this.
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