just like the girl on tv
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Thread Topic: just like the girl on tv
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okay so
i still cant tell if mom believes me
about
being a system
seth made me tell her because he hated being one of the only two people that knew so kinda mad at him
wish i wasnt such a people pleaser sometimes but -
ok so i get really irrationally scared when things are thrown at me (even really small food thqts smaller than my hand and s---) or with things like where seth or someone else takes a stick and plays something like sword fighting, etc.
i dont think this is normal
what is it -
💮 ahahaha where's the carrd /neg
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💮 i feel like someone is here oh god no no i cant mads says they wont be home for another ten minutes i dont know what to do
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sometimes i dont understand why people are so insistent on reality checking, its so p----
just because you dont understand it doesnt mean you have to bruise someones mental health
just leave it be -
like "oh hey im so and so irl" "no ur not u cant be a character its a fictional character shut up youre insane whats wrong with u"
and when you say something back theyre just like "stop attacking me omg what did i ever did to u im just trying to tell u ur crazy" -
of course dad can talk about it so easily hes a f---ing tall/big cis man
nothing like thats ever gonna happen to him
meanwhile me and my sister are sitting here and he just
talks about it so casually
we were mentioning f---ing memes and he has to
say that -
i always envy those people so much sometimes just
i live my life in paranoia and cant stay home alone or be remotely alone out in public without almost having/having a breakdown but they can talk to whoever the f--- they want and go wherever the f--- they want and theyre fine -
actually i saw this one guy at the mall pretty recently and im kind of glad i was with my mom and brother
you see dad wouldnt have to worry about that -
when your religious trauma comes to visit
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okay so i did a thing last night and made a journal where i can vent, and i call it my therapy journal because !! ive never really been able to process my feelings and thoughts that well before and it was really nice im actually really glad i made it
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^ /pos
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i remember when i used to be the therapist friend
yea thats not happening anymore /neg -
i mean ill still comfort and give advice and stuff but i used to put too much effort into only helping others and it impacted in the worst ways without me realizing it
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my ability to share feelings and talk to others about their feelings has gone down so much and now i think im just subconsciously scared about a lot of that stuff
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