Remember me? The one you tried to forget?
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Thread Topic: Remember me? The one you tried to forget?
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I pray to God let me die in my sleep.
And the truth is I wanna be me.
Now I'm waking up and I'm not dead.
Living off the words I know you say.
Maybe if I cry I don't have to fake it.
I hate it, I pray to God just let me die in my sleep. -
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel have alive -
ME plus ME is a problem,
WITH ONE GUNSHOT I CAN SOLVE IT
Braindead I got issues, all the time, now I feel half alive. -
Wanna be, wanna be, that is what I am. A wanna be in this wanna-be world.
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Yeah, well yesterday she kicked me out of the house at 8:00 am, and said to come back at 6:00 pm. My friend had to go to work(this friend is the one mom who came to pick me up). But when she did come get me, she noticed I was shaking. The only thing I had eaten that day was a ring pop, a Dr.Pepper, and a browine.
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I hadn't even taken a shower in a few days, so I took one at my friend's house after she trimmed my hair. And she washed my clothes. She was not happy, she wanted to cuss my grandma out.
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*hugs* Hey, how are you holding up? 💛
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I'm holding up the best I can. I can't hold up forever though, they are driving me insane.
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Me: *jumps on Cat's and takes wand*
Everybody: Nooo!! They are gonna kill you!!
Cats: *slams me on the ground, and kills me then takes candy wand*
Everybody: *cries*
Me: *pops back to life*
Cats: Tada! *waves paws around in victory*
Everybody: *jaws are open in surprise* -
I scare myself sometimes, but then again, maybe that is why I lost my insanity so quickly. Lol, like how can I do it? Live with myself and the guilt. Guilt that I hurt my family just because I want to be happy. Like who does that to their kid? My family does, they always do it.
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Social services is supposed to come to by house today. And my grandma blames me, again. Like ho called them, cuz it wasn't me.
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Got cuts on your eyes
Preachin' to me sayin' you sympathize
Misunderstanding I
Am alright, it's you that need glasses
Why can't you see
That I am ok you take more drugs than me
Chewing your cheek
I can't believe you put me in a straight jacket
They tried to put me on Ritalin
Visions of calming me down
They tried to put me on Ritalin
Hopin' I don't make a sound
Maybe I just need to go to California
'Cause I am young, don't wanna die, yet can't afford it
Maybe I just need to go to California
Swear that when I get old you'll blow all my brains out
Swear that when I get old you'll blow all my brains out
Blow all my brains out
Blow all my brains out
I don't understand
How I can respect you when you're such a twat
What you shocked at?
It's a matter of fact
And usually I would listen to you
But when my future's involved
I got a responsibility to sit down
And think what I should do
Shout 'f--- him, f--- her, and f--- you too'
They tried to put me on Ritalin
Visions of calming me down
They tried to put me on Ritalin
Hopin' I don't make a sound
They tried to put me on Ritalin
Visions of calming me down
They tried to put me on Ritalin
Hopin' I don't make a sound
Maybe I just need to go to California
'Cause I am young, don't wanna die, yet can't afford it
Maybe I just need to go to California
Swear that when I get old you'll blow all my brains out
Swear that when I get old you'll blow all my brains out
Blow all my brains out
Blow all my brains out
Rip my heart up
Pull it out of my chest
Rip my heart up
Pull it out of my chest
Rip my heart up
Pull it out of my chest
Rip my heart up
Pull it out of my chest
Maybe I just need to go to California
'Cause I am young, don't wanna die, yet can't afford it
Maybe I just need to go to California
Swear that when I get old you'll blow all my brains out
Maybe I just need to go to California
'Cause I am young, don't wanna die, yet can't afford it
Maybe I just need to go to California
Swear that when I get old you'll blow all my brains out
Swear that when I get old you'll blow all my brains out -
I don't really give a s--- if you stay
I don't really give a s--- if you go
I don't really give a s--- either way
Either way, I feel alone -
Okay. He said evil people can't be nice, so turns out I'm not allowed to cuddle pets because I'll hurt them. And then he kept calling me a she and I told him to call me he/him and he said that I should change my gender then. No that cost money, and I don't have money. When I told him that, he said I should change my pfp because it doesn't show me look male. He even said my name made me sound female, and I said it was a unisex name. When I told him I didn't want to change my pfp and that people would then be confused by my gender, he just got all defensive. I did also get defensive, but he kept on talking about how it was his POV. He really pissed me off.
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