|~Nothing Ever Makes Sense~|
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Thread Topic: |~Nothing Ever Makes Sense~|
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@Dav, *W H E E Z E*
@Spice, HOLY GUACAMOLE-
Madam, you are the new Houdini. u_u
I’m ok. Wbu? -
I'm alr, could be worse! I'm glad you're doing okie u^u
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This is really late, but do you need to talk? 🥺💖
*gives you a big bear huggle* :D -
I swear
This stress is going to kill me -
I know that I’m not the best person, or a good friend.
I really REALLY need to be here more, so I should stop breaking rules.
And the only reason I AM here is because my mom unlocked the phone because she has to go shopping. I could try to hide it when she gets back, but chances are I’m gonna fail. -
And, oh gosh, the extra stress my mom piled on-
Someone please kill me. Please.
I was always told when I was a child that if the schoolwork isn’t done, the government would take me and my siblings away from my family. Hell, I love my family. Even though I complain all the goddamn time, I love them.
So when my mother told me that the government sent her an email about them needing to see records and s---, well, *stress x 100*
I don’t have a problem with completing my schoolwork. My only problem is, that, ummmmm
…I’m kinda sorta behind in it.
So yay, stress. -
And then there’s a doctors appointment coming up. The blood taking one with the needle.
Yaaaaaaaaay, one of my biggest fears. Needles. -
Buddie, are you alright? D:
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I’m tired.
Not physically. (okay, maybe a LITTLE bit physically)
But a hell of a ton mentally.
Tired of life.
Tired of the GODDAMN CONSCIOUS THAT WON’T SHUT THE f--- UP.
Tired of work.
Tired of anxiety.
Tired of everything.
Is there a way to take a rest from life? Other than that triggering way?
Is there a way to make the conscious shut up and leave me be for at least a say? An hour or a few minutes would be fine too, but I just need a break from it damn it. -
Oops, sorry Spice 😭
I wish I could say I was -
Wanna talk abt it? I'm here for you, and also holy heck I haven't seen you in ages I missed you >:0 💛 *hugs*
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Hey 🥺 how are you?
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I told my mom about what happened between me and Hailey on Highrise.
ONLY because she said she would try to find a way to help me.
The advice was terrible.
I was a VERY religious person when I was 8. So, after being traumatized, wouldn’t you think I’d ask the Lord for help?
Not saying He doesn’t help, but I never got over that s---.
Yeah, I’m toooooootally gonna get over something if I simply ask Him to help me let it go? 🙄
And, quite frankly, maybe I don’t want to let all the anger go. Maybe I WANT to hold onto it so if there is ever a chance that I meet Hailey irl, I can unleash all the fury onto her. Maybe I WANT to get revenge.
Sure, that may have sounded bad, but forgive and forget is complete and utter crap. I will NEVER forgive ANY of those s---ty people. I will NEVER forget what happened to me. And I will NEVER let it go. If I EVER get a chance to humiliate or show the world how trashy Highrise really is, I’d take that offer up immediately. -
Karma is a b----
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GODDAMN MY LATE POSTS-
@Spice, That may or have not been my fault since I may have or may have not gotten caught breaking a rule- ;_;*is still grounded but has a phone because the parents have gone to the store >:D*
If you wanna listen to me rant about a million things all at the same time, sure. 😭
I MISSED CHU TOOOO 🥺🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖💖💖 *BIG BEAR SQUEEZE*
@Dav, Probably a pile of anxiety. Wbu? :D 💖ALSO I MISSED YOU A LOT 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖🥺🥺
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