^x~Zeal~x^
Thread Topic: ^x~Zeal~x^
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I'm so tired..
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Can't sleep
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I need to keep my eyes open, but tired...
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I'm fine, I'm sure I'm just overexaggerating. I miss Cats, my health has been skyrocketing downhill which my family and friends find concerning, there's family drama, etc...
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My head is throbbing
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Passed out last night. I can't believe myself... I'm so selfish.
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I have a gut feeling, and it seems dangeeous, but it is tempting
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Hey, you okie Esp? :(
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No, not really, but thamks for being so kind n caring n checkin in <3
I appreciate you being such a good friemd. By this point, I feel as if chu're the only one who cares- -
*squishes you in a hug* I hope you feel better soon u^u 💛
Aw ty :3
But a whole lotta people love you and care about you and they've got your back too ùvú -
I feel like f---ing s--- I don't even care if something happens to me I just want to die all I can tell myself is nobody cares nobody cares because really nobody does I feel like I'm in s---ty one-sided friendships and even a one-sided relationship it's complete bulls--- I can't handle I'm overwhelmed with stress but I'm not just gonna f---ing sit here feeling sorry for myself like the s---ty b---- coward I am
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dRaMaRaMa
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I want to scream and cry, but it all just ends with blood leaking down my wrists as the knife glows red to numb the pain. I'm done, but I'm not. I'm gonna die soon, but I'll still be alive. It's gonna hurt, but I'm gonna smile. I feel like a terrible person, no matter how kind, funny, or loyal I feel I'm being at those times. I always end up feeling guilty, or disappointed in myself. I oversleep but I still wake grumpy and sour. I want to disappear and become someone else. Someone who's funny, smart, kind, and in general a great person, unlike me. I get so emotional because I'm sinking. I'm sinking in my own tears. I'm sinking in my own life. I'm sinking in all the stress. I can't keep up with it; it's too hard. When I'm having a 'good day', other people just have to come along and ruin it. I'm beginning to hate humanity. Myself, and everyone around me. I become so bratty and selfish I hold a grudge against everyone, but only because I'm mentally unstable. I can't kill myself, no matter how tempting it is. I run from my problems, but I constantly trip and fall. Eventually, it'll catch up to me, and I'm not sure I'd ever see the light of day again on that sorrowful event when it occurs. If you hit rock bottom and the only way you can go is up, then I'm still plunging down. When you fall to rock bottom, you'll die if it's too deep. And that's exactly what'll happen to me.
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ESP NO
Hey hey, buddie, you ARE kind and you ARE funny and you ARE loyal and you ARE smart and a lot of other good things too. You are a great person and I unconditionally love and care about you so much, and I'm here for you if you want to talk about what you're going through and if I'm here for you if you don't. Things might be rough right now, but they can get better and I am here for you every step of the way, okay? -
Thank you, I really needed that <3
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