Bye L'manburg
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Thread Topic: Bye L'manburg
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np :)
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:3
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this playlist gives me s e r o t o n i n :)
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haven't been in here for some time,
guess it's time to rant abt something dumb that i shouldn't be ranting about :')
so, i might still, kinda, sorta have a crush on one of my best friends brothers.
yeah. i don't even really know when that happened
i might not even actually like him.
i don't f--king know.
i mean, he is kind of cute,
and he is pretty funny,
and he's got a cute laugh,
and he's really sweet even though he sometimes teases me and messes with me but i've heard that when a guy teases on you that they like you-
but it's not like he actually likes me.
i mean, we've never hugged, at least not recently,
and we've only ever held hands once,
and he doesn't seem to mind when i sit kind of close to him bc he doesn't move,
and he doesn't move his arm or hand whenever mine touches his-
well, i might have a problem on my hands :')
and then there's the whole thing with the other guy-
okay, i'm gonna not jump onto that and stop myself here ^^' -
my daily serotonin :)
anyways, i've been thinking abt my "love life" (aka the one that's nonexistent :'))
bc my friend has a "very spicy love life" as we all call it.
which, i mean, it is tho lmao
and uh,
i feel like mine might just be,
not technically nonexistent, by having crushes.
bc i've had crushes and i have crushes currently.
but like, it's just-
it's just a mess. it's a whole a-- mess.
just like me :')
bc,
i've had a "boyfriend" (in like 4th grade with a guy i knew, and it really doesn't even count bc i don't think we even were technically dating, and he even started "dating" one of my friends along with me (it's complicated, i don't even understand)),
i've had at least two crushes on guys i know (one of them being a good friend of mine who's my sister's brother and had also already liked another girl to begin with and was kind of dating her for a while but they "broke up" and the other guy who's a bit older than me (BY LIKE ONE AND A HALF YRS, idfk why my parents think it's not okay) and he kind of liked another girl but still liked me? it was very confusing)
and then there's internet guys and streamers who i've never even F--KING MET AND I KIND OF HAVE CRUSHES ON THEN ( i totally don't simp over *cOuGh cOuGh* mcyt streamers like tommy, tubbo, ranboo, wilbur, jack, sapnap, eret, quackity and karl *CoUgH CoUgH*).
so that's just a whole mess :')
uh, screw my "love life". -
MMMMMMRRRRRREEEEEEEEEE
Krissy >:(
You are not a mess, love is complicated, and nobody gets to talk mean about you, especially yourself >:(
Take this as your reminder that I love you platonically and care about you vv much -
I totally don't simp over mcyt streamers either...
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@spice, :') tankie *gib hug*
it's just a struggle sometimes T^T
@randomperson, xD y e p totally don't :') -
listening to mcyt playlists ( like these) make me very happy :)
kinda makes me feel like i'm with them and not all alone and sad :') -
making picrews for ppl gave me a n x i e t y :')
i didn't want to f--k it up,
and then i just go and f--k it up.
to be fair,
i should've specified,
but i'm a dumba-- so obviously i didn't. -
this makes me happy :D
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:0
*simp mode activated*
FINALLY TOMMY GOT A SONG ABT HIM :D
now i shall simp over it :')
ty CG5 -
YOOOO 👀
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xD
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this gives me so much s e r o t o n i n :DD
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