Venting Thread
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Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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thought you were better than that
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Let me just say this
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
You f---ing manipulative, possessive a--hole
Hurt
Pain
Hate
:) i hope you know that i will gladly take any chance i get to m-rder you
i mean- i would but i’m too generous
Is that it?
Do you see what you’ve done?
It’s not even the staffing problem that ticks me off lol that's just a detail
Well you and MP can fly away and burn in hell for all I care -
Narcissist.
Is that why I’m depressed?
I’ve found why I’m sad now.
To him, I crossed my fingers and said it was just a sibling thing. I believed myself.
Couldn’t see through my own protective facade.
But now do you see?
My own family called me a narcissist. -
I’ll just let it sink in
I’ll just go with my "fake" friends
I’ll just live in my own fantasy world
I’ll just keep the hate and hurt and let it bottle up inside -
I just want to live up to your expectations
That’s why I’m trying so hard
I want to make you happy
It’s something behind my happy mask that you don’t see
I don’t care if I’m depressed
At least you’re not
I can’t count all those days we fought
I thought you were a friend
I thought you were worth something more than just a profile picture and a username -
I feel like I’m suffocating
"I don’t like problems, so I just avoid them" -Myzu 2021
I said that myself
I don't fix my problems, or anyone else's problems. I'm worthless.
I'm no help to anyone. I'm just sitting in this venting thread moping around -
if i were a fool
or you, a thief
what’s with you, nyx?
am i even speaking to nyx—
who am i speaking to?
i’m not ok -
i spilt blood on my ex boyfriend’s shirt
and i hope that i will never make you hurt
the way that I one told you that he did
the way that I can't help remember him
said ""i love you and i never meant it more
but despite it all I'm always feeling bored" -
something feels off about how chilly and cold he seems.
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but so broken on when you can’t stop choosing to sleep through your alarms, man you’re losing your head
i wish i were dead.
i wish i weren’t here.
i don’t even know why i linger.
i'm just a hinderance.
i'm useless.
sometimes it seems like the more i ask them to stop,
the more i think i’m a weakling.
and the more they think i’m a weakling too. -
when i was younger i thought i didn’t have anything to hide
now that i’m older i see there’s no one by my side
thought that i could trust you never mind
don’t look into my mind, you don’t know what you might find
i’m crying
and dying
you won’t find me crying after this i promise -
i've got such a wonky schedule and never took the two seconds to fix the goddamn thing
unmotivated
lazy
irresponsible -
slightly dazed
think i need a nap
but i’m in school
i don’t know what happened
have i been bonked in the head?
i got an average amount of sleep last night, but i’m tired af right now -
why am i still here?
why am i still living?
because it seems like i’d be a disappointment if i wasn’t? -
the only reason i’m still here is because i don’t want to leave them behind.
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