-+= My Venting Thread =+-
- Locked by axelbeans on Feb 24, '21 11:45pmReason: request
Thread Topic: -+= My Venting Thread =+-
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I’m empty. It’s getting harder and harder to hold onto happy emotions every day I live in this hell.
I hate life. I hate everything about it. But, enough about me. Time to go make people happy. -
I make everything worse. If I left GTQ, I wouldn’t be such a burden.
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No. No. NO. You are not a burden, you're a blessing. And that doesn't count for GTQ, it counts for real life too.
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A blessing. I ain’t no blessing. I question how I didn’t die when I was born. I was supposed to die, but here I am.
Alive. -
You ARE a blessing
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People keep trying to bring me up, but it just puts me down knowing I’m wasting people’s precious time.
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My mom yelled at me again. Next time, I’ll ask her to stab me to death if she hates me that much. I hate myself that much.
Maybe I’ll just do it myself when I have the motivation and courage. -
NO NO NO
DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE -
…Why does anyone care? I have no purpose.
Wait no. Someone will find out, can’t do that.
Nevermind, maybe I should wait.
Wait what. I don’t even know what I’m writing anymore.
My brother and I share a room, I don’t want him copying me.
Sorry, jotting down all of my thoughts. Ignore me.
My friend is leaving next week, I’m losing my friends like flies.
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I want my parents and siblings to leave. The scissors are intimating. Wait no.
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Please don't cut
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But they’re intimidating me. They look so dull, but at least my parents wouldn’t see the marks.
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They will eventually. They always do
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Oh great. Now what do I do.
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