My vent thread
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Thread Topic: My vent thread
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I showed my mom the music I listen to without noticing how many of the jokes in the song were about things like lung cancer (my dad and mom smoke so it was alarming to them in the least) and suicide and my mom stared at me like I was insane.
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Aw, that stinks :(
You didn't know! Don't blame yourself about that. -
If you're going to die like the pathetic loser you are Eggs at least do it before tomorrow, then you won't have to go
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Egg, are you okay?
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No
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Do you want to talk about it or would you rather not? I can listen or try to give you advice if you want 💛
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When I die, only two people will care that I'm gone and even then they'll probably forget me
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You're bleeding eggs, see now they're gonna get suspicious if they even care, you want them to care don't you? But at the same time you don't want to see a therapist and you know they might just scream at you and tell you to stop being so selfish since jj's wedding is soon. I doubt anyone in that room will care even if your corpse is thrown into the window of the venue
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Everyone on GTQ will care about and miss you. We don't want anything bad happening to you.
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*cares not will
*and would miss
Hey, hey, are you okay? -
No I'm an awful person. I always say I'm gonna be nicer to my little sisters because I see myself reflecting my mom's behavior on then but I always end up screaming at them
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That doesn't mean you're a horrible person. I'm sure a lot of people do that.
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It does though, no one should be as toxic as I'm being to anyone, but I just don't calm down until after I've screamed and swung at people, everyone says just take a deep breath and court to ten but it's like I'm barely conscious when I'm mad
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Perhaps this can calm you down when you start getting angry?
Do you have any stress toys? Maybe they can help when you get upset. Punching a pillow can be helpful as well. -
Why do I even tell the truth when I know once I do I know I'll have to elaborate and talk to people about it, why can't I stop thinking about running out into the main road and getting hit by a f---ing car why can't I just stop for one second and calm down when I'm mad why can't I just be friendly at social events why can't I just be normal why can't I just remember like normal people why can't I stop being retarded why can't I just have plans why can't I talk to people face to face why why why why can't I stop complaining and do something
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