Das saD
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Thread Topic: Das saD
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Am I really a Christian? I don't think I really act like one. He is the source of happiness, yet I am always sad because I forget about my roots and His importance.
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I just toss him away and go to him only when I need him, or as a rigid ritual. That's not love. That's not shalom.
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The past is a heavy weight.
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If I was depressed, I don't think anyone would really notice. I'm good at hiding things.
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MY GOD I HATE THIS
I feel horrible. I don't like how I respond to things and how hollow I feel whenever something bad happens. My great grandmother died a few months ago and I didn't feel ANYTHING. It didn't seem real to me and it still doesn't.
Am I wrong for this? I cried when my little bird died, but I could see and feel that he was dead. But at first, I just felt hollow and when I figured that he was dead, I was cold and formal. I want to break down and cry right now. -
A little more calm. I change around others, but what about when I'm alone? Is this who I am by myself?
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I could cry again, but out of laughter this time. I see the stupidest things as peak comedy.
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If someone call me cute, I just go all melty squishy mode
When someone calls me smart, I get mega pride because intelligence is one of my most valued factors
When my dad compliments me, I feel all warm inside. It's the best compliment I could ever receive no matter what kind. -
At least they're complimenting you at all.
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I suppose. It's been a while though.
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The saddest thing is when someone smiles while they're crying, or stays positive even when their situation is a trainwreck. That cuts me deep.
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So I might have a crush or something, but I'm pretty darn sure this other guy has a crush on me
And I can't talk to Crush without it getting super weird outside of our group GAH -
Gonna rename Crush as Cricket, bc why not
Not even sure if I have a crush on Cricket, but maybe -
Cricket probably doesn't like me, but I just talk to them so ye
Now Grasshopper, on the other hand, seems to go out of their way to talk to me or touch me. Very sus -
I know that feeling. :P
In class, legit three guys would stare at me the entire time in class. One of them was the smartest one in class (I knew he liked me because I heard him talking about crushes with his friend), and the others were two of the popular ones, OoF.
When I didn't wear my reading glasses that one day, everyone kept staring at me. I got so nervous I nearly had an asthma attack
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