I've made up my mind
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:37pm
Thread Topic: I've made up my mind
-
it always felt like something was missing from my life. im not sure what it was at the time. it couldvw been the fact that I grew up nearly homeless as a kid. or perhaps, it was because I never had many friends. by the age of 11 I moved to chicago. the schools were violent. I got beat up almost daily, getting made fun of didnt help either. ignored by everyone, my life was going downhill. then one day, I was in the car. I heard a couple shots, next thing I knew was my own mother was lying dead in front of me. I started cutting soon after. Being raised by my abusive dad didnt really help. a few weeks later, I found this site. lying and finding ways to get my anger out, but thats another story. I lost a lot of people around this time, my sister, my mom, and a cousin, abd perhaps my only friend. years passed. the cutting didnt feel like enough. I started drugs. I did coke, weed, acid, lean/codiene, anything I had enough money for really. soon after I joined a street gang. I was happy, I hae money and friends. but that didnt last long. you know how it goes gang violence in Chicago. so many of my friends died. I had to get out before I died next. I convinced my dad to move me back to Pittsburgh with relatives. but thats were I am from here. I stopped using a while ago though.
so now that you guys know the truth, I guess I'll go on my way. I have a life to fix starting now. -
this story though
lel -
Bro and I thought my life was messed up :"c emo heart is broken
Still
Ily
^~^ good luck. -
I wish you luck
This thread is locked, therefore no new posts can be made.
