What to do....
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Thread Topic: What to do....
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Hey, French Fries....I suppose I should come clean....some of you know about my history of depression....well lately its gotten worse and I'll be completely honest with you. It's affecting me alot. More then it ever has before. I'm getting less than an hour (an hour? A hour?) of sleep each night. I'm isolating more. All I do is sit on my bed and stare at a wall with glazed over eyes of sadness. These aren't the biggest worries I have either....here it goes.....
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I've been starving myself. I haven't ate and kept it down for about a week. I see no reason to not be doing it at this point. If it makes me feel better I'll keep doing it....I'm pretty proud of myself....I mean I've already lost almost ten pounds....so why shouldn't I keep going? Guys, don't hate me for it. This is the only way I wont give up on myself. I cant even look in the mirror without crying anymore....No longer can I talk to most of my friends because I feel like they're only judging me.....
Sorry....I shouldn't be posting this kind of stuff.....it's not like you guys care or will really help anyways.... -
ScarlettLove Newbie(An hour)
Blaze, I don't really know you but, you seem like a sweet, amazing young girl. I see that you don't get a lot of help on here because the people tend to ignore you due to your 'Status' But I'm gonna tell you this....I'll be here to help you. I've suffered with the same thing you're going through, I was once put in the hospital due to not eating for a week and a half....we both know you really don't deserve this. Something happened in your past that scarred you to make you think/feel this way. I'm not gonna ask what it is...I'm just gonna help you get through it, Okay? -
(Thanks, Hun)
I'm happy you got through yours but I know I won't get through this. I've been depressed for ten years. Have been to three treatment centers. Have an alcoholic/abusive family and I just can't take it anymore. Since I've started purging...well...I'm happier then I have been in a long time. I haven't even needed to cut or anything I've been so happy. -
ScarlettLove NewbieDon't you see a future for yourself? At all? You have to have some sort of hope of getting better whether it be for your loved ones or simply yourself. I can tell you now, I know people care about you. And I can prove it, too
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I don't have any hope. And why should I do something for my loved ones when they wouldn't do the same for me? And no, you can't prove that there are people who care because there aren't.
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ScarlettLove NewbieGo look at the lounge, Hun ^~^
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What did you do?!?!
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Blazing fire. Look at the thread in the garage called purple zebra. Read it. Feel it. You are a beautiful beautiful person. Try to smile. Don't cry. Jesus can help you. He is everyone's Lord and Savior. Even if a lot of people don't realize it. I want you to. You'll be so much happier once you do. And guess what? I've seen Shan in gotoquiz today. TODAY. That means she's okay. Alive. Able to type. Doesn't that make you feel happy, at least for Shan?
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Blaze, you're going to hear this a lot and it's not going to sound right or going to impact you, but don't kill yourself or harm yourself. I was at that point before, everything seems bleak, nothing is interesting but there are a lot of things in this world to fight for. I could list a lot of reasons on reasons, but the only one that matters is you. You are your main reason to live. Before you can believe that anyone else believes in you, you have to believe it first.
And please, for your health and safety. Don't starve yourself. You may think it helps with coping or whatever reason you have, it's not worth it. In the long run it ends up hurting you instead of helping you. I've struggled with weight issues but how I advise people to cope with them is to look at yourself in the mirror and say out loud five things you love about yourself. You don't even have to love them, just say positive things about yourself. Do this everyday and eventually you'll feel it. It's not immediate but if you stick to this, you'll have more confidence in yourself.
@IHLAOY: Have you ever heard the phrase, "If you have nothing good to say, don't say it,"? This is one of those situations where you should apply it. Don't romanticize mental disability because you don't have one, and don't ever, and I repeat, ever tell someone to kill themselves. Just because you can't imagine yourself in their shoes, doesn't mean you shouldn't respect what that person is going through. -
I'm just gonna go......Paige, I already told you I'm atheist and Bread, thanks for trying but it didn't help
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Oh my gosh. I understand how you fell all to well.... I found that getting out of house for awhile helped a lot. I mean, not just a little time, like a week away from the house with family and friends and no technology whatsoever. It really helps with be depression and makes you feel wanted.
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But I'm only fourteen....
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What are you talking about Banana? I had something good to say.
I just don't care if Blazing lives or dies. That doesn't make me a bad person. I honestly don't care if they kill themselves. I'm just recommending they see the world and do something crazy before they off themselves. -
Jeeshan NoviceBlazing fire, in my thinking, i am sure that you're cool girl, but emo, and why you're sad I don't now (you gave the point) but enjoy the life, and there's someone who needs you, and it is really, somewhere else.... Good luck and dont be sad
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SHE'S THREE TIMES THE PERSON YOU ARE!
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