It's that time...
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Thread Topic: It's that time...
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I need to leave and take time to focus on making myself a better person. To find ways to get rid of the built up anger that I unjustly spread onto everyone else. This is why I laugh whenever someone I know in real life says I'm a good person because I know that's far from true.
I can't possibly make a list of all the people that deserve apologies, and I truthfully can't remember many of them, but I know they remember the pain I made them feel, the pain that I felt and passed onto others because I don't want to be the only in pain. Or when I'm angry about something completely unrelated to that person, and I just snap on them for something stupid. I've guilted these people into believing everything is there, something my father tries to do to me. And I don't want to be him, I really don't, but as of right now, that's what I am.
I'm sorry for all the s--- I cause. I want to fix it at, but I doubt anyone of you want to take that risk. And I suppose I'm fine with that, you have a right to choose who you spend time with, who you want to talk to. All I want is to apologize, hope that you will one day accept, and make changes in my own life to avoid furthering the problem.
I'm sorry to everyone I've ever hurt...
If there is anything I can do to make amends, I will do my best to fulfuill it. Although, again, I don't expect anyone to be forgiving that easily, or at all.
Goodbye, for now.
I might slip on to do roleplay responses, but other than that, don't expect to see me in conversation. -
this post
is making you a better person
but i can help you if you stay -
See you soon, Mo-Senpai.
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