Need help
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Thread Topic: Need help
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helpme_ NewbieI...I'm older than most people on here, I'm 18-21. I live with my mother and her icantevensaytheword but I hate him.
I don't do anything or go out much, and I was kind of depressed at school at left when I was 14/15. Since I quit school I wasnt depressed anymore but got frequent yellings about what am i going to do, why'd I leave school early, I can't sit around the house all day which really doesn't help let me tell you.
I still feel like I'm 15 or something and I know I should get a job but I don't feel confident especially when I am yelled at.
I'm so scared, the last two weeks we've been living with this person I can't relax, I get a physical feeling in my stomach when he's around. She spoke to the doctor about me and I got a letter for a mental health home visit, I was upset and cancelled it. She had opened the letter and told him, they found out I cancelled it and he forced into my room and is controlling her from my mpov. Forcing her to threaten me.
He's nothing to do with me and forced me to go in the shower today while she was there and controlled her to agree with him. They said I don't have showers, I swear to god I do, but haven't for the last couple of weeks from hating the idea of using the same shower as him.
I know it sort of sounds crazy. How am I going to sleep tonight? He's making her think I'm mental, suicidal or whatever. I know I'm old enough to move out but don't have a job and don't feel confident enough to get one.
I'm practically being forced by them to re-book the appointment. I can do that I suppose, but then what? They might say I have anxiety but what if they dont?
I want to live somewhere else, you think you'll feel old when you get to this age but I don't.
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helpme_ NewbieI know it sounds stupid. What should the first thing be I should do next? Or to be independent?
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helpme_ NewbieI think the first thing is to rearrange the appointmt right? That'll get them off me somewhat. But then what?
I know I'm being treated young cause I'm acting it but I am just like that. -
Look for help perhaps? and rerarrange the appointment I guess.Hope things work out for you >.> best of wishes
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Look for help perhaps? and rerarrange the appointment I guess.Hope things work out for you >.> best of wishes
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