Self hatred
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Thread Topic: Self hatred
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Do you have any idea
what it's like
to be a militant feminist
who cannot believe her own words?
That everyone is beautiful
regardless
of how they look?
To want
to cut yourself open
with a kitchen knife
mutilate your face
your body
cut off your breasts
stab your legs
arms
neck and whatever else i can get my hands on.
such a form of self hatred is unnatural
yet so natural
to me.
welp, not a poem but looks like one.
In all honesty though, I've always said I disliked the way I look, but not the way you think
There are times when I literally want to pick up a kitchen knife and just cut my face and my breasts off (I seriously hate that part of my body and I don't even, people always say it's good to have breasts but honestly just looking at them pisses me off and just stab the rest of my torso. I seriously hate myself.
You must be thinking, I should totally get help right?
I'd rather be dead. -
I won't pretend to understand why you hate yourself so much. All I can say is that you're beautiful to me. You're beautiful to a lot of people. Not just "cute" or "adorable" but truly beautiful. I don't know if what I'm saying will make you feel better or if you even care about my opinion, but I do love you just the way you are. You're beautiful to me.
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Aw.:(
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