2013 sucks
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Thread Topic: 2013 sucks
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dani123 JuniorI would seriously appreciate it if someone actually reads this, you don't have to, but it would mean a lot, so I know someone out there is listening.. it's long, I know, but yeah...
I hate having to keep positive about 2013 but I can't. It's been horrible and everyday I tell myself everyday I wake up, "Okay Dani, it's gonna be fine. You're gonna be fine, it's gonna be a fantastic day and it's gonna be a great year!" but deep inside I know it's a lie. I don't want to lie to myself anymore, so I just wanna say that life sucks. I've been rejected, bullied and left alone. I'm not going into detail because it's pretty long. I just don't think I could take it anymore.
I started cutting this morning because I can't take it :L I have NEVER cut myself in my life before. My experience in cutting my arm this morning was that it hurt, but my emotional pain covered up the physical pain so I sorta got addicted and kept cutting. I feel like I actually exist when I cut. Now since I started, I should keep doing it. I know it's bad but it's my only escape from my s---ty life, cutting and sleeping.
Have any of you felt this way? I just don't want to feel like I'm alone. -
Yerp.
You have a positive attitude which is good, but you need to hold onto it and find things that are positive instead of lie.
As for self harm, just stop doing it. Talk to people here or write in a journal because it's going to cause a whole lot of shit if someone finds out or if you start to rely on it. -
You in 8th grade?
Because if you are, you'll soon love being alone. You'll wish fuckers would do what they do best and fuck off.
Sorry, tangent. But man I have scars from cutting myself, well not actually getting a razor blade or even purposefully doing that crap, just digging my fingers into my arm to keep from cutting the morons. Just, you know, inspiration, or something like that, I suck raptortits at feely things.... -
I agree.This year really sucks.I remember it was New Year and I was crying because I was feeling alone.
Now I'm alone too but I don't cut myself because it won't fix anything.
Try to think about positive things in your life.(There are some little ones.Think about them :3)
And wait.Just wait because one day will come when you feel what a great life you have. -
It isn't that bad for me actually...its really calm and settled down to be honest.
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its pretty bad grade wise XP doing badly in school.besides that its somewhat okay haha.
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dani123 JuniorThanks @Teresa22 and @dragon You made me feel a bit better so thanks. (:
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misha NewbieHi dani! U c no 1 iz alon in dis worl n who knows whe u wil find dat special 1!As fr dis year itz beeo 50-50=/
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