I'm sorry.
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Thread Topic: I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry that I can't be perfect for all of you. I'm sorry I can't please you guys. I'm sorry that I'm not always happy. It's not my fault that I am always depressed. I just want to make you guys happy. I put a smile on my face and pertend everything is okay so you guys won't be upset with me. When I am upset, I want someone to confront me. I don't want to be yelled at for being upset. I just want help. I don't know if you guys have noticed, but I have no one in real life. Most people don't. When I go to those people, they say for me to leave them alone. Then they complain that they have no one in life. That makes me upset. It does that because I tried to help, but you didn't take it. You guys wonder why I'm always upset. It's because no one helps me when I'm upset. It's all "You're a drama whore" or "Stop being an attention whore". I'm not trying to get attention. I'm trying to get someone to be my friend. I just want to know something. When I said I was going to kill myself, everyone came. But when I really need help, it's no one. That makes me wonder. Maybe I should stop acting like I'm happy and really see who's there for me. Not alot of people are. Which is sad. I just ask for friends. How come no one want's to be my friend? Have I done something to you guys to get you all go hate me? I just want to know why you guys ignore me. And please don't lie and say you don't ignore me. You know you do. I just want to know.
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Alright then. I guess I'll just say it. I get sick of the drama. And how you're always talking like you're the only one who has any reason to ever be sad. That pisses me off. You're not the only one who suffers. When people talk about the sorrow they go through, and you feel the need to butt in and say "At least you knew your parents.". That makes me so mad. I get sick of it. No, I don't hate you, though I can't say I don't ignore a lot of the things you say.
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Zane. I'll always be there for you.
When you're sad, I will be the shoulder you can cry on. I never think you're an attention whore. I never though you were an attention seeker. I always looked at you like you are a normal person. I never hated you. I never will. You can come to me when you have problens...I will be there.....Always know you can trust me...Always know I'm there... -
I wasn't going for comfort. ._. I don't like being mean, but if I don't say it, I'll just keep thinking it..
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I got that after I posted that. xD My bad.
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I can feel you because lately I was depressed in a really bad way.
The thing is,try to make friends by being nice and being yourself.Try to get along with every user and talk the way you know that user likes.
And yes,in this website,everyone go on a thread that has an interesting subject so try to choose your thread's subject perfectly.
And the reason people yell at you is maybe you did something that makes some people angry.For example me,I get angry so so fast.I just can't control it.That's why I yell at you a lot.Just know when I do that,I don't really mean it =)
My tips:
1.Stop all the drama.
2.Be yourself.
3.Don't make threads with no reason. -
I'm just going to keep it short: If you need help, email me.
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Sigh Zane your like a brother to me. Kind of an annoying brother, I'm kidding. But we all care hm.
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You're welcome.
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I know this thread is probably one that shouldnt be bumped but i seriously need to say this if not i will implode. Zane you say there is no one in real life to help you, then you need to open your eyes and look around. You are surrounded by people who love you and care for you. But you wont except it. You say you want someone to help you, then stop being an a--hole to the people who want to help you and who want to be your friends. You are needy. Very needy. No one said you had to pretend. You bring all of this bulls--- down on yourself. You can come out of your depression. The only problem is you just dont want to do anything about it. You want others to fix your problems for you. YOU need to start fixing them. You take people for granted and dont think about their feelings. You want the respect you think you deserve then you have to earn. Stop moping around and expecting people to come fix everything for you. Be a man and fix it. Do something about it. Stop with the lies, manipulation and the mean jokes that you think are funny which are clearly not. Stop blaming the world for your problems. Put the past behind because thats where its suppose to stay. Enjoy the family that you have. Enjoy the life you were given. Only you can make it better. You want friends then act right and think before you talk or act.
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....You haven't been here Nuna, but I have changed alot. Those are just bad memories..
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