My Page :D
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Thread Topic: My Page :D
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And all I want do is love you but I'm the only one to blame..
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Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame. -
Eh...
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PAIN.
You know the kind of pain where you feel light headed?
You know the kind of pain where your heart starts racing?
You know the kind of pain where you feel like someone just knocked the air out of your lungs?
You know the kind of pain where you start to see blurry dew to the tears in your eyes?
You know the kind of pain where your head starts throbbing?
You know the kind of pain where you just want to end it all?
You know the kind of pain you will burry deep inside of your heart?
You know the kind of pain that no one will ever see because they're just to fooled by your mask?
You know the kind of pain where everything is just too much?
You know the kind of pain that will forever remain silent...? -
I feel weak.
Unable to move or maintain myself standing up..
I feel a big lump in my throat..
I feel like someone's suffocating me..
I feel like my chest has a big boulder..
I feel like everything's my fault..
I'm unable to sleep at night..
Thinking about everything..
Being haunted by everything
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TRAPPED.
In the back of your mind you know this is all real.
Yet you can't begin to understand how you'll get used to this.
The constant beatings
The constant put downs.
The pleasure it gives them.
Funny how you can't seem to hurt them.
How they seem to enjoy seeing you hate yourself
You question when this will end.
But you don't see it happening any time soon. -
Once we shared love..
Now all we share are distant memories..
Each day fading into the darkness..
Blurry images, spreading across my mind -
Boo..
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Rawr.
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Stupid s---.
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I'm hungry. :|
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Blah.. :/
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Chris: Hi..
Hey.. -
Chris: Mmm..
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Torture.
I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted...
I'm sorry I always let you down..
I'm sorry I'm not enough for you...
Sometimes I wish I we're gone...
Never should've met you..
I know I'm not perfect but I'm always trying to please you..
For what? Anyway.. I seem not to meet your standards..
You're killing me..
Torturing me little by little..
Don't make me suffer anymore...
Just point the gun to my head and kill me..
My scars on my arm proof how much I love you...
Isn't that enough ...?
Me loving you..?
What else do I need to do...?
Tell me and I'll try to please you once more...
Make me understand you...
I promise to try my hardest to comprehend you..
Just tell me what to do..
I don't know anymore..
You're so hard to understand now...?
Is it my fault?!
I'll change I swear just let me be with you..
You don't have to be with me..
I mean you made it clear enough that I'm nothing...
Go and be happy..My happiness is seeing you smile..
And I can never do that..
So it's better if you go..
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