My Page :D
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Thread Topic: My Page :D
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Sorry, and aw D:
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I know this is my fault; but I can't help feeling this way.
I know I hurt you; if you only knew it wasn't my intention.
I know this is pointless; you don't want me back.
I know living in the past wont help; but that's the only time when I see you.
I know this is bulls---; please don't have me too.
I know I shouldn't be feeling like this; after all it was me who got us into this mess.
I know this doesn't make sense; trust me, it doesn't make sense to me either.
I know I've said a million times 'sorry'; I know it's not enough.
I wish I knew what I had; I would've kept you.
I wish I shouldn't have done this; it's driving me insane.
I wish life wouldn't be so cruel; but I brought this upon my life.
I wish I knew I wasn't making the right decision; at that time I wasn't thinking.
I wish everything I did would not haunt me; I wish I ment something to you.
I wish I wouldn't be wasting life; I'm sorry I wasted yours.
I wish I wasn't to tired to keep writting this. .-. ._. xP -
*Please don't hate me too.
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Take a minute and look someone in the eye.
You will realize every hidden emotions.
The eyes are the only body part that doesn't lie.
You may say something you don't mean,
You will try to cover it up.
But look me in the eye, your lie will die.
Why?
Because you're eyes hold many emotions.
One of them, being guilt.
Now.
Why would you hold guilt?
Because you know you're lying straight through your teeth.
Tell me the truth.
I promise not to run away.
I promise to stay,
To Hold your hand,
To Piece your heart back together,
To love you.
I've been with everything you've been through.
It's not much different.
The only difference is that I wont run away..
After I tape your heart back together.
I promise I will look you in the eye,
And listen to the unspoken words..
Instead of the spoken ones.
Damn. x_x wtf is wrong with me. I can't I straight. -
*think straight.
Point taken. Ha. -
I close my eyes and try so hard to tell myself it will be alright.
I daze off, repeating the senseless words.
I dream, knowing nothing good will come out of this.
Because when I wake up I will be in the same place.
Struggling with my same fate.
Struggling with my fear.
Struggling with my last memory of you.
What happened?
I thought you said you hated seeing me cry.
That you hated the person who would make me cry.
Do you hate yourself?
Or are you enjoying watching me fall apart?
I'm constantly reminded that I'm not good enough.
Thanks.
I know it's true.
But why must I be reminded every second of the day?
I'm sorry for everything that I caused.
Sorry that I wasn't good enough for you.
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I'm sorry I'm being pathetic right now. I blame the lack of sleep. It causes my brain to think of things that should matter anymore. But I can't help to think that I wish it did. That it could make a difference. Yup, I blame lack of sleep.
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Mornin HG may I come in? :3
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That shouldn't matter.
Again. Point taken ._. -
Sure. (:
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How are you? :)
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I've been better. Haha you can probably guess from my ranting.
Hbu? :3 -
Ehh, not to bad. The guy I like? Im mad at. My bestfriend? Getting on my nerves. Wanna talk about it? :3
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Hmm. I can't sleep and I blame that for being moody today. xP
Which will cause problems in school.. Considering I left my homework their. .-. Just my luck. -
Yikes. I sleep with music, maybe that will help you? Do you have a studyhall for homework?
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