My thread:3
Thread Topic: My thread:3
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me using pineapple as my name: oh lets not hit pineapple that's our friend
me using a different name: who df is this guy? LETS GET EMMM
maybe I should switch my name back to pineapple.. but I like AR apple. :/ -
actually I think chill and Devon know its me since they check the LB.
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I once had a dream I was playing with Chill lmaoooo god I need to stop
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as much as I want to join y'all in the VC, I have to grind trophies so that I can maintain my #3 position on the LB :/
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you ever get worried when someone who is talkative doesn't talk at all?
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uhhhh I dont remember clicking to join a lobby bc I was gonna go eat....
but devon is in it so ig ill stay until he leaves -
seeing devon get hostile with other players is.... satisfying
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I already know he's gonna f--- up that hayden player for hitting him
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idk I just like seeing him snipe other players xD
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I know no one is obligated to talk all the time, trust me lol.. but seeing him not say anything in all day except for welcoming new people kinda makes me sad
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I even got devon to talk just NOW in all day bc he's been quiet too.
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one day I was racing with chill and it was just the two of us. then out of nowhere he stopped in the middle of a race and I was like uhhhhhh what happened???
and he told me that his fam told him some terrible news and that he was processing it. but before I could respond, he deleted the message so I never asked him what happened... then after that he left the game and went offline in the server. a couple days has passed and I went on twitter, right? Turns out, after seeing his tweets, his mom had passed away and it was tweeted on the same day we were gaming. and he said in the tweet that he was surprised he wasn't as emotional. that maybe it was just him in "shock".
thing is, just because some people don't show emotion, doesn't mean they care. him not crying for his loss doesn't make him heartless. not everyone is gonna be as emotional as others.
and that spoke to me -
so no. im not heartless. I just don't have that emotional level that many people do.
and I also fear that I won't cry or mourn my mom if she dies. I want to be able to, but I can't force grief if its not gonna come naturally to me. -
That happened last month though.
But honestly?? I’m worried. I don’t know him like that but his energy just draws me in. So seeing him not talking at all today, yeah, that made me sad and worried. Especially when his friend pinged him in the server and he didn’t say anything. Something is wrong. And I hope he’s okay because he’s a real nice guy. -
I should probably sleep.
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