My thread:3
Thread Topic: My thread:3
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I wasn't trying to avoid you or have short conversations. You know very well that I treasure you just as much as I treasure other people. I don't try to give too much attention to any one person. I've been attempting to get better at focusing on all of my friends and not forgetting about them. It's not easy. I'm not good at being focused. I thought you would know. But I'm sad, because whenever I tried to give you attention, you wouldn't let me. And I get even more upset now that I see you posting alone but you don't want to speak to me so I can't say a word.
I didn't forget about anyone. I got distracted and I'm sorry. I'm working to get better. I message Alex on a daily basis now. I try to come on here to talk to everyone who's left of my friends. I'm TRYING to change and you can see that, can't you? So why don't my efforts count? I wanted to be there for you. I still want to. -
Unlike them, I give the little amount of friends the same amount of attention. And if I don't give you attention, then wouldn't it occur to you that I'm not fond of you? Or not even your friend?
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I guess I'm hurt that after I finally got your address and I made something special and I worked hard to earn your trust, my mistake of disappearing and being distracted f---ed that over. It's like you've worked for something only to get laid off a few days after.
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I never said I expect everyone to give me attention. Please go read.
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Eh so many late posts..
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Completely forgot you had way more, even tons of friends than I do. My bad.
I wouldn't let you? I think you forgot the idea of me wanting to be alone sometimes. Other than that, what?
And you do realize you slick sound like Andi with the whole changing part, right? -
That response was supposed to be longer but I'm really, really distracting with life rn to function properly.
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I mean.. An essay due on Monday.. An exam on Monday.. And then my math exam.
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And then Thursday is my last day in school.
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I actually don't have as many as it seems. Most of them are internet friends.
I'm aware you wanted to be alone and that's why I find it unfair that you me got mad at me for leaving when you wanted alone time to begin with. I'm aware it was unfair of me to keep disappearing when you wanted attention but.. As I said before, the last time I tried to talk to you, you seemed to ignore me and came on GTQ to speak with Carla. (Not accusing Carla of anything) Kinda hurt my feelings.
I might sound like Andi but at least my change is obviously happening, right?
It's fine. You didn't even have to respond so thank you for doing so. -
Having internet friends is something. Unlike me, many go in your thread to talk to you.
I never got mad?
And when?
Whatever you say. -
Can I speak to you on kik, please, Rose?
I just want to say a few extremely important things to you. I understand how pissed you are with me and I'll try to keep from making it worse but it's extremely important. I'd like to explain myself if you'd let me. -
I'll respond in a bit.
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