Alright, fine.
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and I'm not religious, so praying he didn't won't help me. But I have to say, I'm getting fucking sick of all this pain.
Zane, if you didn't really do it, I'm gonna be seriously pissed, because I think I'm about to throw up my heart along with every other organ in my body.
Life is worth living.
This coming from a girl who had to go to classes to prevent her suicide in sixth grade. Yes, I know it hurts sometimes, and I know many people think there's no way out. I know how fucked up life is, and it only seems to be gettign worse. But why should we let it get the better of us? Why should we let people who honestly don't mean a thing to us take us to the point of no return? Maybe all the mean people in your life make you think it's not worth living. You know what? If there's a low life who has nothing better to do than try to talk you down, are they really worth heeding? Aren't they just some hilariously pathetic piece of scum who has nothing better to do than tell you all the flaws they see in themselves, and direct them at you?
And what of those who care about you? Why is it so hard to believe there are people like that? Why does everyone think you're lying when you say you care? I don't lie, and I don't just decide to start caring about someone. What does anyone stand to gain by lying about whether they care about someone? Nothing. Listen when people tell you they care. There's no reason to lie..
And anyway, how selfish is suicide? How many people are you hurting, people who will feel guilty, like there's something they could have done, but didn't? How many peopel will be left wondering why? How many people will do the same in response to what you've done? How many tears have to fall, and how many lives torn apart, before people recognize all this?
It's frustrating as hell, and I'm sick of looking at it. -
Thank you, Maru.
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Th-Thanks. You Put It Better Than Anyone Else Could Have....
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S-So true
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Damn it... it's never enough. I'm never enough to save anyone.
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Maybe I'll just go..
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*sigh* All we can do is hope, Sunneh.
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Mari, I know you try hard, but sometimes nothing is enough. . .
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Why are all of my friends so sad all the time? You, Niecey, Zane, even if he wasn't that good a friend yet. I respected him..
Niecey, please promise me you won't do this to me.. I couldn't stop him if he did, but I've known you too long to have you stolen from me. My breathing is so shallow I could swear I'm dying, too.. -
I won't Mari. I promise.
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Thank you.. I know the things I say aren't a lot, but I hope you know I mean them all..
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I know. . .
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You tried your best Maru...
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My best wasn't enough. If he does die, I won't forgive myself.
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Not everything bad in life is your fault.
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