My turn to make my very own thread.
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:21pm
Thread Topic: My turn to make my very own thread.
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*strokes Sunneh* Don't rage...
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*is stroked*
e.e I must rage. Alec told Niecey that he's called my house to talk to my brother, and I've hung up. I have never done that to his lying ass, and Niecey thinks I'm immature. -
Who's Alec? Who must I bitch slap?
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Zilla/Shiron/Camel/Angerus...
You get the picture.. -
My darling...
No one ever promised us it would be okay.
I wouldn't want them to.
Those lies hurt more than any truth ever could..
I remember well what the lies look like.
Like blank eyes and crimson stained strands of hair.
Like a falling figure with
fractions of a shattered skull raining down around it.
Like teardrops clouding everything else,
and then blackness consuming even them.
I remember well what it feels like,
to tell of such hope, to find it to be a lie.
I assured my brother everything would be alright
as they put the bullet in his head.
I wonder now if there was ever a time
when I was pure.
I wonder if, even when I was an infant,
I was born to be a liar.
I wonder if I ever had a chance to be something else.
I wonder if he realizes I betrayed him,
by promising him security,
and watching it be snatched away.
I wonder if, wherever he is,
he hates me.
Hates my face,
hates my heart,
hates every breath I take.
Je me demande si il dteste mes mensonges,
et tout ce que je suis,
presque autant que moi. -
;~; What do you mean what I want to hear? I'm not asking you for anything.. I just want to know why you're so upset with me so I can fix it..
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I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
and I know it doesn't matter but I am. -
I still have to wonder what happens after you die.. Maybe if I knew, I wouldn't have to be so afraid.. I could make that happen.
But there's nothing to assure I'll still be... Oblivion must be so lonely.. -
;~; Oh dear...
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Heaven can't be real... I don't believe it for a second.. Hell is right here, so I see no need for one below the surface..
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I was going to leave that thread so I didn't make you sad anymore... This thread is practiaclly suffocating..
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And I still can't think clearly... How did I convince myself doing any of that would help me feel something?
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This computer screen is too bright..
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Darken it then.
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I don't know how to... It's making the room too bright..
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