BeBe, this is what happened last night...
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Thread Topic: BeBe, this is what happened last night...
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The recovery of happiness
I just finished watching 'We Bought A Zoo' and it's made me start thinking about a lot of things.Like, all the good memories of me and my dad. The good things in life that used to make me happy. The knowledge that my dad is still here with me, protecting and watching my story. Everything that I've been thinking before, it seems pointless now. I'm starting to learn that if you think about the good and the happy, not the bad and the sorrow, that you start to become happy yourself. And I'm starting to become happy again. I'm remembering and I'm crying happy tears. This is the best I've felt in two years. I know that I'll never be the same as I was before. I've learned things. I know, intamitely, what pain is and how it feels to drown in it. But now I also know what it's like to find that one last bit orr air and burst back to the surface. I know what it is to take a breath that you've been neglecting forever. I know how to be happy again. And that's why I'm happy and sad and proud and everything else, because I've learned that you can recover from wanting to die. You can recover from the endless pain. It's still there, and always will be, but I've accepted it as a part of who I am now. I've accepted my life, and who it's made me.And I now know that you don't have to have something happy happening righ then, to actually be happy, you can just think about the good stuff, that makes the sun shine through the thunder clouds. The bright blue sky, with a rainbow across it. That's what happiness feels like. This is kinda new to me, this feeling, but I like it.I have been introduced of a new world, a world of people that have had sadness, but they learn to accept it, they learn to live with it, and think of the good times. -
BeBe114 Newbie:') That is so inspiring. You go, Audree. *sniff sniff* You go.
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Thanks, BeBe. And it's totally true. :)
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BeBe114 Newbie:D
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