*pondering*
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Thread Topic: *pondering*
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Hi shadys
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Lost thoughts of a girl like me...
Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd Im losing my breath,
Lost as a kid, lost as an adult
I feel everything is falling apart and its my fault
Lost as a person, cant find my way
Lost in life every day, Lost in worry
Who am I?
Ive lived a Life that wasn't my own
Lost to Kindness,
Lost to Love
Lost in the sky,
Like a lonely dove
Lost in thought which I shouldnt do
It Winds me up,
I cant get through
Lost to the comfort of all kind words
Lost to the advice that isnt heard
Lost to those who really care?
All these people who are always there
Lost in Me, I need a break
Lost in wonder, which road should I take?
Lost in a place, I dont know well
Where are you now? Theres no one to tell
Lost here all alone, To break these walls
Lost in mind
Lost in soul
Lost memories, there is just a hole
Lost family, lost my place
Still yet Im full of hate
Lost in boredom loosing hope
Theres not much left but,
the lost thoughts of a girl like me
Author notes:
ive lived through alot but yet everytime i look back and try to explain all the things that went wrong all i find is that im lost to a point of no return im lost and you say you understand but in truth do you understand the pain i feel the scares i face alone at night do you see what i have seen have you even cared to look into it to find out if you would really care
tell me what you think i guess im just in a really lonely depressed mood -
hey alex
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What's up?
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the lonesome darkness
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I am the Catalyst...
I am the catalyst, the cause and effect,
I am the life of those wishing for death.
I am the truth which you turn into lies,
I am the ocean and you are the sky.
I am the love which you deny yourself,
I am the friend when you have nothing else.
I am the melody you hear in your sleep,
I am the blood that ensures your heart beat.
I am the struggle which preludes solution,
I am the keeper of peace in your nation.
I am the seasons, which are ever changing,
I am the constant, I am similarity.
I am the answer to which exists no question,
I am the unknown, an unseen dimension.
I am the daylight, igniting all space,
I am the darkest darkness, incurable plague.
I am the house and I am the home,
I am the shelter, refuge from the storm.
I am the beginning, the argument, the conclusion.
I am reality and you are the illusion. -
Oh
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yeah...
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Invisible Tears...
My countenance was shattered tonight
You stood oblivious, impassive, unconcerned
My pale skin, bright eyes, supple lips
Remained limpid, translucent
Ensconcing the secret beneath my mask
Inside your words struck hard, like Mother's blue veined hand
Blunt force trauma-splintering naivete-creating intricate designs
Silken webs suspended on brambles; adorned with evening dew
Providing fragile rosaries-globular-prismatic
Dangling their sacramental sanctuary beneath my mask
Bile soaked words; acidic, venomous, regurgitate into my chest
Rise as living dead into my throat; rush across desert dry tongue
Press hard against pride fortified ivory walls
Built devoid of cracks or gates
Built beneath my mask
Standing statuesque, I tremble violently within
Fear of disclosure flutters wildly
A timorous butterfly immured by a child's glass jar
You must never know, never sense, never see
That being beneath my mask
I begin my way away before cracks come inside out
My teeth a dam against a barrage of pointless words
Clear dry eyes search the depths of yours
To try to find:
Do you feel?
Do you see?
My invisible tears
Beneath my mask... -
You want to be left alone?
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*mummbles* not really
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Okay
How are you? -
lonely, depressed, sad, scared,...
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Oh
Why?
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