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hi hi
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i love reminiscing. i could have had it all, but i was such an a--hole. i was so manipulative, i dont even know how much of what i said was true. i know i hurt, and I know i f---ed up. but the whole time i was just whining, blaming someone else. was that all i did? when i wasn't blaming myself to manipulate, that is. i dont think i even knew what manipulation was. i didnt recognize it in my own action.
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it really feels like there's nothing to say. everything that can be said, has. i was a fool, and all of my bulls--- muddied out any legitimate reasons i made. i suppose i can talk about now. 6 months in, good physical development. horrible mental. cats are good, just getting older. no luck generally.
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i suppose, i can never apologize enough. I'm sorry for not truly respecting you, im sorry for never listening to what you had to say. I'm sorry for everything. none of that matters now. i hope you're happy, and doing well for yourself. I'm not, and I really wouldnt wish what I'm going through on anyone. So not just you friend, but anyone reading this. I wish from the bottom of my heart that you all are doing better than I. I wish you have somebody who loves you truly, and who isn't afraid to show it. Remember to cherish them, and remind them how much you reciprocate that love. Don't take it for granted
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at least i got a body
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