Touch The Sky
- Locked by Carri04 on Mar 9, '24 1:03amReason: Request
Thread Topic: Touch The Sky
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The more medicine I have to take, the less I want to take. There's some other less important one I'm supposed to be taking, but I just stopped that too...
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I feel unmotivated to take all my meds, and I don't want to take the ones that especially taste gross. All of them have to be chewed or liquid or dissolvable and I'm tired of them all.
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Every doctor I see ridicules me for not being able to swallow pills, and that also limits my resources, and I'm only super sensitive to side effects and not the actual medicinal benefits, so I can't even use helpful dosages.
I just want to throw my meds away and rot. -
I'm sleepy. Maybe that's it... I don't know... I'm still stressed about earlier...
I should probably eat... -
I've spent hundreds of dollars on pills and liquid s--- because even though they don't do crap for me, the doctors want me on something because they feel that's better than nothing.
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I don't even want to go eat dinner because I don't want to be around people. I just want to stay in my room...
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I don't want to hear them talking loudly. I don't want to hear scraping and chewing and all that. I've been overloaded at work with all the screaming and I want to sit in silence.
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I don't want them...
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Ugh...
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Forgotten...
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I remember those years ago...
I should know that some things never change...
I thought back then that maybe you kind of liked me...
Even if you did then, it's not relevant to the here and now... -
You probably won't...
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Regardless, I don't seem to bother you...
You're really sweet... -
At least you don't force me to hide or kill my feelings altogether...
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I think back to when we were younger...
I wish I was able to win you over then...
But, then... Maybe it wouldn't have gone well...
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