A Ballad to Jackie Wells
- Locked by Mused Jade on Jun 23, '24 8:57pmReason: Owners Request
Thread Topic: A Ballad to Jackie Wells
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ooh, fun!
also have fun :D
also also dw abt it, mate ^^ -
I'll try to be back on in about an hour or so :3
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gotcha :D
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i may be heading out for bed soon anyways lol
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So I haven't been to sleep yet.
And I feel like I need to get something off my chest, and this has always been the place where I could do that.
Please severe trigger warning if you do read this. I will be clearing some if this thread after this. I just have to get this off my chest.
You were raised around mom. Yes, you got to see parts of her that I didn't, but I know for a fact you did not go through what I went through, or what our youngest sibling went through. The fact that I confided to you about something that I was thinking about, and expressing the way I was feeling, just to be mocked. The way you would copy me. Buy the same clothes as me. Act like you didn't STEAL from me in my own home. The fact that you are older than me, but still act like a child. You say stuff because you like the attention. You don't want to get help, like everyone has suggested for you. You want to make it out like you were the one that went through everything I went through. Stuff that I still have problems getting over till this day. All i can think about is the time that you told mom "I wish I could be like her." When I was giving an online friend advice. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH s---, and WOULD LIKE YOU TO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE SAME s---. I do not want the maturity level I have. I WANTED TO BE A CHILD. I wanted to go out with friends (which you got to do). I wanted to normal things as a teenager, like I don't know, go out and socialize. Instead, I spent my time here, on this site, forging friendships, because I felt safer here online than I did in a home with people that were supposed to care for me.
I would like to apologize to anyone in advance that read that, but I did have to get it off my chest. I'm sorry. -
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