Sakura No Hato
- Locked by Carri04 on Jan 3, '24 12:21amReason: reeeee
Thread Topic: Sakura No Hato
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I feel so alone... I'm not meant to be happy... I'm not meant to have a family...
I deserve to die...
I must've done something to deserve this... -
What am I even supposed to do?...
Every day I'm Alice it destroys me... -
Why do I even bother?... I'm so tired of this...
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0 days and I can't stop...
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It's fine... I don't like me anyway...
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All the ways I could and I'm not allowed to...
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What was the reason behind this?...
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I keep hoping because I'm pathetic...
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I just don't want to be alive anymore...
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I'm sorry for spiraling so bad... I really miss my mother-in-law...
I'll never forget the man her took her life... -
I'm enraged, still...
He should be in jail... They let him go because she technically died from a heart attack, but he assaulted her... that's what led to it...
But they're just going to pretend that didn't even happen... -
It's been almost 10 months, and it's not been easy for me... I only blame myself... Brandan felt off that day and knew something bad was going to happen, and I insisted that we do something to take his mind off of it...
I feel at fault for distracting him so he wasn't able to protect her in time... -
I was on a call with him and could hear everything that was going on...
Now I get worried every time he says he'll be back... I get worried that something else has happened and he's too late to stop it again... -
I shouldn't be talking about this because it'll bring him down if he sees it, but he's asleep right now and barely posts in our thread... I haven't been able to get anything out all year... I've been holding everything in and struggling to comfort him... I'm struggling to take on the duties of his soon-to-be spouse... I'm the one who's supposed to take care of him for the rest of his life, now, but I already feel like I'm failing him...
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I've felt guilty ever since that day...
There's nothing I can do to fix it...
I know it would've been different if I didn't tell Brandan to let them handle their own arguments...
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