Sakura No Hato
- Locked by Carri04 on Jan 3, '24 12:21amReason: reeeee
Thread Topic: Sakura No Hato
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I never want to feel this again...
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I don't even think it's possible to get better, at this point...
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There's such a stigma around mental health. The moment you say you have suicidal thoughts, whether you plan on acting on them or not, you're thrown into the hospital, tested on, deugged, and held in there until you seem "normal". But what happens to the people with chronic suicidal thoughts and no intentions to carry them out?...
Even just saying "I don't want to be here" now translates to "I'm going to kill myself" in the medical world... -
If you remain silent, people shame you for not speaking up... If you speak up, people accuse you of just wanting attention or being "crazy"...
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Even with all these diagnoses, I still can't speak to anyone without getting shamed, even if they know it exists...
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The moment I say I want to die, they get offended and threaten to withhold their care if I speak in such a way because they don't feel like they deserve to lose me... Any attempt to talk to someone for support turns into the person I talk to victimizing themself...
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If I ever go to someone because I feel unstable, they abandon me because I'm unstable...
People tell me all the time to reach out for help, but when I try, those very same people are never there... -
But, I guess it doesn't matter, and maybe it never did...
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If I could make a wish, it would be to finally be removed from this life...
It's just too painful... -
Felt ..
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Ugh...
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Yep... Just won't...
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3 ½ hours sure didn't feel like it...
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Sleepy...
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Hm...
I wonder why you do that...
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