Sakura No Hato
- Locked by Carri04 on Jan 3, '24 12:21amReason: reeeee
Thread Topic: Sakura No Hato
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I feel like I'm suffocating...
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I think I might just be alone today... Every time I feel really depressed, it makes Brandan sad... I'd rather struggle alone than to be openly depressed in front of him and make him miserable too...
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Knowing that I'll make someone else depressed for being depressed makes me feel like I need to hold it in, but I only hate myself more when I do...
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I don't want to be alive today... I feel lonely and out of place... My heart is physically hurting and I feel like no one understands me... I just don't want to be here...
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I had nightmares of being unwanted...
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I'm stuck with these thoughts... Nothing can be done...
Medicine doesn't work, therapy is undone in a single thought... -
I feel really strong self-hatred... I want to be destroyed...
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I know you're worried about me, but I can't bring myself to speak to anyone... I feel list in limbo, in a world where only I reside... I feel like I'm trapped in a bubble... Life feels unreal... There is no concept of time... It hurts to even think to try to say something because I don't feel like I exist or should and since I don't exist and shouldn't, talking to anyone isn't something I'm able to comprehend doing right now... I can't bring myself back to earth...
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I feel trapped in a world where there is nothing. Silence. And it's empty. It's dead. It's just my thoughts. And I am the only being alive. When I come back to earth, I feel like there are a bunch of people here, but I'm not sure if I exist. When I am in the other world, I feel like no one else even exists there...
And I'm stuck in that world... -
I took two pills today instead of the usual one and I don't even feel anything. It didn't do anything more than the single pill. It didn't help...
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I can't recall what happened today...
I'm trying to bring myself back, but I also feel like the world I'm trying to bring myself back to doesn't exist... -
Everything is distorted, and yet, it feels like this is where I'm supposed to be...
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How do I know the people aren't all made up in my head...
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How do I know what I thought was felt and the feelings they held for me aren't just wishful?
Even as I try to consider it, my mind hurts because it's telling me that world doesn't exist... -
It's hard to comprehend one world when I'm trapped in another...
This world is quiet and lonely... I'm the only one here... Trying to comprehend anything concerning other life doesn't make sense....
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