Sakura No Hato
- Locked by Carri04 on Jan 3, '24 12:21amReason: reeeee
Thread Topic: Sakura No Hato
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The thing is, I always feel suicidal, just about. There is rarely a day I don't. But I don't say anything to anyone unless it gets really bad and I think I'm actually going to act on it. No, it's not normal to constantly want to die, but I'm not fixable. Medicine, therapy, a million hospitalizationsānothing helps me. I accept that I will not experience the joy of life the way healthy people do, but I'm here, even if I don't always want to be. I don't want to be locked up because I hate my life. I just want to be accepted and know that someone is here for me. I don't want to be shunned and questioned by everyone I meet why I don't want to be here. It hurts more to explain it than to just live with it. I don't want to be fed pills. I don't want to be kept in a room and monitored like a criminal. I don't want to be shamed because I hate it here. Can I just not be okay? Can I just not pretend this life isn't a living hell? Can I just be me and not like being here? It would be nice to get better and enjoy the world, but not everyone gets the privilege of enjoying life as much as another person. Let me enjoy the little things you don't understand and let me acknowledge that this life is painful. Just let me live and don't make me feel worse for not feeling as happy as you are. -
My dreams became scary the moment you left...
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I feel so sick... I don't want to be here...
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Wish I could learn to not be autistic because this is just causing problems, now, no matter how much I work on it...
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I don't panic and cry anymore if I get uncomfortable, but now it upsets people if I say something made me uncomfortable...
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Everybody panic
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Well, f--- you, too, pal.
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Hate it here.
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I wish you wouldn't...
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relatable :(
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I love how people ignore me but hate if I do the same...
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I am thoroughly pissed. š¤
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I'm not finna even go there, whatever the f--- this is about.
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*casually puts me down because I don't meet his intellectual standards as a partner* š
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Man, f--- that.
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