end is nigh
- Locked by The Coldest Sun on May 20, '23 1:38amReason: Intermission
Thread Topic: end is nigh
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You okay
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hey! two days late but no
thank you for asking -
how help
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I can't think of a way you could help, but I appreciate that you want to
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No problem 🥺
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if I find one more f---ing bed bug crawling around on me I swear to god I'm gonna lose my mind
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I hate those omg
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bro me too
I'm so disgusted and over this -
I Hope it gets better for you ): bedbugs are not fun
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it will if we can get this new place we're looking at, but at this rate it's looking less doable
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We're so close to meeting the income requirement on the apartment we want. I need to do more. I have an interview on Wednesday, and if I can land that job, I'll keep my current one part time and be able to pay for the apartment without assistance from our prospective roommates. As it is I'm working over 70 hours this week. I'm gonna make this work for us. I'll break myself if I have to.
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This breaks my heart to read. You are so strong Road. You deserve so much in life and I wish nothing but happiness for you. I do hope you can get the apartment you want and I hope you will be kind to your body and your heart too in the process. If you ever need help please don't hesitate to reach out. I hope things get easier for you soon 💓
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You're so kind, really. Thank you Anna. I appreciate your support and your friendship. We will be okay. I'm gonna make sure of it. A lot of people are counting on me and I will not fail.
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I hate talking about what's going on in my life lately because it's pure pain. Most aspects of my life right now are in dire straits and first of all, it's exhausting. It's hard to go through but also at some point everyone's gonna get bored of me talking about how I'm stressed about money and under so much pressure and how the rage is coming back and blah blah blah.
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The conversation always goes the same, too. At the end of the day, everyone always tells me to dump my girlfriend. "Cut off the dead weight." as Elisa said. Like?? How is it that black and white to you? Have y'all never loved anyone? I'm not with her for convenience. Her value to me doesn't hinge on her productivity or her ability to contribute financially.
I know this is hard on me. I know I'm suffering. I know. But I worship this woman, and she's worth this. She means so much to me. Every little act of kindness she does just to make my life better makes me love her even more. She gives me so much mental and emotional support. I miss her every time we're apart, and when we're together, no matter what's going on around us, I feel at home. She gives me rest.
I love my friends very dearly and I know they just want my life to be easier, but I can't fathom how they think dropping the best thing that's ever happened to me is going to fix it. I just wish it wasn't so black and white for everyone else. That's really why I hate talking about this. She's my everything. There are some issues we need to work through, but I know we can. That's what matters to me. We're gonna be fine. I just wish I could make anyone else understand.
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