Ayo
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Thread Topic: Ayo
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Ayo
I wanted to tell you guys something, something ive been deliberating on for weeks. Im going to tell you guys my backstory.
I first joined here in 2020. I was going through multiple serious life problems, when i discovered internet.
I was taking quizzes to see if i would ever be able to have fun again, and i had clicked on one of the profiles that had created the quiz. I saw 'recent posts.' He was discussing something about him having life problems as well. I wanted to see what it was about, so I clicked on it. He was saying I'm alone, nobody can understand, i wish someone would talk to me- that made me upset. So i joined.
Turns out the thread was locked because it was inactive since 2013. Ah well. I thought, maybe there's something else I can do here. I went to the first page, and was there looking at peoples discussions before i joined, because the device i was using didn't let me create an account.
I made one and logged in on another device. May 6, 2020.
A month later
Many things had happened in my life, and i simply did not want to be myself. I pretended to be someone else, hoping it would take me away from my own pain. It simply made everything worse. I still don't know why I thought it was the right thing to do, but I realized it wasn't a while later. Soon after that, i made friends on here, and realized that i had been lonely the whole time, and thats why i felt so sad. A few months later
My parents split up, leaving me torn between pain and confusion. I started having problems online, and was verbally abused by a user from here offsite. Covid started and i was locked up at home, bc this is f---ing Quebec. I wasn't able to socialize with my friends and i thought i would go insane. I turned to gotoquiz to help.
A year later: i was slowly healing from my past, and i was much happier. You guys helped me through a lot, because sometimes the best thing to do with your problems is to get someone that cares and listens. I had also been subscribed to a wrong medication, causing confusion and more problems than I was ready to deal with.
2 years later
I had seen numerous psychiatrists, and i was doing so much better. Then, my uncle and cousin died due to drugs. I was ripped up, and fell back into the shadows. I wanted to be more active on here, as this site worked better than any psychiatrists, for my pain. I wanted to tell you that you will never know how good i feel when i get home from school. First thing i do is log onto gotoquiz and say hi and post hello or some random s--- in everybodies thread. I am so grateful to be a part of this community. I thanks you guys so much for being a part of my life and helping me through it. ❤❤❤ -
Peace put friends peace
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I'm glad you're feeling better. Thank you for opening up to us about all that 😊
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That's probably the longest post i ever made
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Ay thanks
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I mean theres never a good excuse for lying but theres also a reason 🤥
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Always*
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I love yall ❤
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HUh
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Part two coming tonight
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I really dont think you guys know how much you helped me in my life
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*big hug* I'm glad things got better for you
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Aw thanks
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